Do You Remembe Me?

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An heavy silence fell in the room no one had the courage to talk ,we were all staring at each other till come our hero «Hey Chez you're back where were you ?» I released a breath that i didn't even know i was holding « I was just walking but why.there are here » He pointed his thumb in our direction « Oh i met them at the grocery and invite them for a horror movie » « Cool i will scare Léa to heard her high-pitched voice again » I was glad that he wasn't mad at me he sit next to me and now i was stuck between Chez and Jamie who ignored each other how i'm suppose to be relaxed but what come next was worst«So which movie we watch ?» asked Anna then Ben released the bomb«It» «NO»Why i love horror movie but It make me do nightmare« Someone is scared ? » If i said yes Chez would make fun of me « No of course why should i be scared » YES YES YES i was scared i hated this film with all my heart !!!But no one could know that because i never watched it since i leaved England so even Lolo can't know. Ben turn on the screen and we waited until the first image come on i saw this little boy Georgie lured to a storm drain when his paper boat drop down into it then this clown who seemed friendly at first appeared for the first time on the screen i began pick on my nails knowing what will happen next. Lolo and Anna hid there eyes with their hands and i tensed up but i didn't wanted to show my weakness so i stayed with my eyes open.The movie was worst and worst and no one was talking it was uncomfortable although i tried to hide my fear my tremors was betraying me then It came again in his clown forms it was to much for me i looked down two option were open to me .When i said two option a was talking about Chez and Jamie they had both their hand laid and open on their tights you know like in Twilight where Bella was at the cinema with Edward and Jacob it was the same except that Bella didn't took their hand but i wasn't her when the clown appeared on the screen i grabbed both of their hand and tightened my grip. Chez just hold my hand casually but i was more surprised by Jamie who didn't say anything but better he drew circles on the back of my hand.when i relaxed Chez let go of my hand but Jamie was still holding it in fact he was holding it until the end of the movie even if he was horrible with me earlier my hand felt right and was fitting perfectly in his that"s why when he let it go of my hand too i felt a void.

"huum i will take the ice cream if you want to join " he seemed confused but i couldn't know why his eyes traveled from me to the person behind me and he left followed by everyone but i stopped Chez i needed to talk to him "Hey wait a minute" "Yeah" i rubbed my hand together i was anxious "Were you mad at me?" "What??!why are you thinking that?" he asked shocked "Ben told me that you and Jamie argued i thought it was my faults " "No of course not ! Jamie was a dick he annoyed me i needed to breath that's why i leaved but i'm not mad at you you've done nothing"He opened his arms to hug me i was relieved but a question was still in my head"Arrrf you fill maff at famie "My voice was muffled by his chest"What?" i took off my head from him"I said are you still mad at Jamie?"I looked into his eyes searching for an answer no one lie to me when i do that "I can't be really mad at him he is one of my best friends he just pissed me off when he talked about you we don't even know you why he was that mean" To be honest i didn't know either but he was nice with me tonight and he did't took this girl hand like he did with you my conscience said why i was thinking about that i didn't care about him he could do what he wanted. Anyway Chez wasn't mad at him it was the most important.He stroked my hair like my brother used to do when i was sad then released me "If you're reassured maybe we could join the other or they will eat all the ice cream Jamie is able to eat a whole jar " oh no "MY ICE CREAM " I shouted i ran into the kitchen like the crazy girl i'm and grabbed the jar in Jamie's hands he ate more than the half of the jar "Are you kidding me ? It was MY ICE CREAM. " I pouted and he laugh. "I'm not a monster you know " He turn round and gave me a bowl where i found ice cream"It's melted a little bit but it's better " He smiled with this angelic smile "Thanks and sorry for yelling at you"I was ashamed."You're welcome and don't worry i would do the same" God how he could be nice then bad and now nice again was he bipolar ? Chez was here now and we all ate in silence Jamie was sit in front of me and we were looking at each other shamelessly i hid my smile behind my bowl i felt like a teenager who have her first crush.How it was possible to feel so weak in front of him but his look was the same as my JJ a warm and kind look . "I'm really excited for this tour i think we will have fun"Ben suddenly spoke i watch him he was smiling to Jamie and he shook his head with a wild smile they were hiding something and even Chez seemed confused because he asked me with his look What's going on? I just shrugged i didn't like it .Ben keep on talking "I think Jamie have a chance with a girl since he is single now" As soon as this words left his mouth something broke inside me. He was talking about this blond girl i guessed". I felt two gazes on me and when i looked to my right i saw the two girls giving me a pitying smile .They continued their conversation meanwhile i stayed quiet of course Chez and his protective side i had discovered earlier couldn't help coming to see me and whispered"Everything is alright ?" I didn't know what to answer so i just nodded , smiled and said the traditional "Yeah i'm just tired." He put his arm on my shoulder "Remember you can tell me everything" Really could i ?"Yeah i know i have nothing against you but don't want for the moment sorry" "No problem just don't hesitate if you need to talk for the moment i will drive you back to your hotel since you're "tired"."He emphasized on the word tired and made quotation marks with his fingers. "Boys i will drive back these pretty ladies at their hotel" "So early"Jamie seemed frustrated "Yep miss Jones is tired and even if there places in my bed she can't stay here " I rolled my eyes to him "Even if i could stay here i wouldn't stay in your bed you're too creepy" He simulated a heart attack "You're so mean to me " "Who said i was nice ?" "Ok you can go home alone by yourself then "He crossed his arms on his chest i plated his game"Ok girls i guess we have to walk to the hotel all by herself in the cold night with all the rapists, serial killers and ... " He gave up "ok ok i'm driving you" Jamie got up "Humm may i come with you ?" He asked me like if depended on my decision "Why not it's not my car you can do what you want " My answer was colder than i expected."Yeah you're right " Chez was standing between us trying to dispel this awkward atmosphere "let's go it's already late " We followed outside Ben waved his hand from the doorway When we headed to Chez car. I expected Jamie to go in front with Chez but he climbed on the backseat between me and Anna .

The way back was made in music they were all singing and if Jamie and Chez soft voices made me wanna sleep Lolo and Anna prevented me to fall asleep by screaming the lyrics "Sing with us Léa you have a great voice" Lolo wanted my death"Really ? then you should sing "added Chez "She can also play drum and guitar" "Shut up Lolo they don't want to know my life" "Actually it's pretty cool"This voice came from next to me "You should show us" "Nah its nothing exceptional. " "I still want to hear you" I could feel the tips of my ears become red"Maybe one day who know?". They continued to sing the rest of the way and i watched them smiling i thought that the tour would be something unforgettable. Chez stopped on the parking lot and we all get out before heading to the hotel the girls and Chez entered the hotel but when i wanted to open the door i felt a hand grab my wrist i turned my head Jamie was holding it."Can i talk to you"His eyes looked sad so i didn't have the courage to say now i nodded and took a step back to face him "i'm listening" He played with his thumb."I don't know how to begin" "Maybe by the beginning?" his embarrassment made me melt ."Maybe." He chuckled "I act like fool with you today i don't really know why , i even act like an idiot with one of my best friend when he tried to help me but i felt guilty right after that .I didn't know what to do and Ben told me that i should apologize so here i'm . I know you're a nice girl i saw it during the night and if i was you i would probably don't forgive me and it's not a problem if you ..."He was taking to much time to ask so i cut him off "I accept your apologizes" He stopped right and smiled widely "Are you sure ?" "Yeah of course" "Thanks i thought you were mad at me" "I was "True i was really mad at him for treating me like he did but hey it was the first day he deserved a chance . I held out my hand to shake his but he surprised me by pulling me to him and hugged me. He hugged me with all his might as if life depended on it.I felt my heart explode and a smile grew up on my face .It was like his arms was made to welcome me . I hugged him back i didn't want to let him go but he took a step back and i saw him lean before I closed my eyes...

(Now i know some people want to kill me but hey i'm the one who write it so i decide when i want to stop the chapter XP )