Chapter 5

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Jack's POV

As I rush home, all these thoughts are running through my head. What happened? What did I say? What the hell did I do? Why would Mark keep it from me? I mean, we've only known each other for a couple of days now, but I feel I could tell him anything.. Even that you like him? Dare I say love? Brain... What the hell you thinking??

Anyway, hoping to find the answers to these questions, I finally reached my apartment complex. Quickly dodging the children playing next door, I reach my front door. I desperately fumble with the keys; nearly dropping them several times. I actually just ended up throwing them on the ground out of frustration and slight rage.

Huffing, I pick them up and try to slowly think and put the key in the lock. Once I unlock the door, I throw my keys on the counter, well... actually.. I threw them too hard and the slid clear across the counter and onto the floor. "God fucking dammit!! I don't have time for this shit!!"

Choosing to ignore the keys, I head for the stairs and practically fly up them trying to reach my recording room. Opening the YouTube site, I see my videos that I uploaded today. I begin watching the Prop Hunt video, noting that it already has over 10 thousand views. Fuck.

The video starts like any other collab I've done. Except this one includes Mark, Wade, and Bob; whereas my other ones usually include Pewds, Ken, or possibly Minx.

I kept on watching my face, looking for where I fucked up. I notice that I dissappear out of the shot for a minute or two while the guys are looking for me. What? Where'd I go? I don't remember this... I appear back in the shot, with a bottle..? What the hell?? Wait...  is that what I thi- Yeah... whiskey... Fuck.

I watch in curiosity to see what I'm going to do. I guess I can hold my liquor pretty well.. for awhile anyway. Well, I am an Irishman.... The reason I say this is I basically chug most of the fucking bottle. My speech isn't slurred anymore than usual, my face doesn't show any indication of my drinking. What the fuck possessed me to go get whiskey? I notice I start to sway in my seat while playing the game. I quickly turn up the rest of the bottle an finish it in no time flat. Once I'm done, I look to see that my cheeks have a faint dusting of pink on them. "God... Is this where I fucked up?" I quietly murmur to myself while facepalming. "Such an idiot..."

I've always heard the phrase 'Drunk actions are sober thoughts.' But, really? I don't even know what the hell I'm doing anymore... The bottle long gone and forgotten by now, it's obvious I'm drunk. My cheeks are officially in full bloom, I can see my pupils dilated from here, and I'm surprised I haven't toppled over out of my chair yet with all the rocking. But, believe it or not, I hardly can myself... But my speech has remained perfectly intact. Good thing the guys can't see me.

I don't usually add other's faces when I do collabs, and this one isn't any different. The only one you can see is me, but you can hear everyone else.

After the game's over and Mark and I won, I hear everybody do their outros, then I notice that Mark and I are the only ones left online. Mark starts asking me what I think of his friends and I see myself give two thumbs up to the camera saying I had a blast and that his friends are super funny. I hear Mark giggle and say, "You're funny too, Jackie."

In that instant, I can see the red on my cheeks spread. Quickly. Soon, my whole face is red, including my ears and part of my neck. Even now, I can feel my face heat up. I stumble over my words as I think rapidly on what to say next; all that comes out is "Oh, Uh.... thanks? What's with t-the n-nicknames here lately?" I don't remember any of this, so, I'm kinda curious myself, still..

All he said was "Sorry... I can stop if you'd like?" But did I really want him to? I mean, I did like the attention. And if I know anything about myself, I more than likely did not want him to stop. "No, i-its fine. I don't mind them really, they're kinda cute." Told ya, I thought I knew myself, even in this drunken stupor I'm in... Honestly, I really do like being called cute names.. Like, 'baby', 'babe', 'honey', 'sweetie', those are my favorites. I love hearing a girl call me 'baby'. But.... Mark's gravely, rough, voice is sounding pretty fucking good to my ears right now. But does that mean I could be gay? Or even at least bi? Cause it doesn't really matter to me who it's coming from.. Maybe? I don't fucking know anymore...

By the time I had thought everything out, the video had stopped and another one was playing. God dammit. I missed the most important part! Finally finding the video again, I skip to the last couple of minutes where I'd left off.

"...kinda cute."

"You're kinda cute, Sean."

"You think so?" Where am I headed with this..?

"Yeah~" Okay, this is totally new to me..

"Good, cause I think you're fuckin sexy." WOAH! WAIT, Back the FUCK up!! What the fuck just happened?? I have no idea, but I know it wasn't supposed to happen. He wasn't supposed to know yet.

I decided to delete the video. I don't need may more people seeing that. I've already seen fanart and all this about 'Septiplier'. I've only known Mark for a couple of days and fans already ship us! I bet it's those fangirls...

Well, I mean, I did kinda fuel the flame with my drunken escapade... But I wonder if Mark was just kidding about all that. Did he think I could've been kidding? Was it kidding? No, I don't regret what I said, it's the truth. I probably would've said it sooner or later; but the alcohol just made it happen sooner. Way sooner. But what's done is done. Can't change the past, no matter how many times you want to.

But still, was Mark kidding? I'd like to try something to see if he was or not, but I don't know if i could pull it off. I just hope I can keep keep a straight face and not laugh.. or blush... You can do this, Sean. You know you really wanna see how he'll react. You. Can. Do. This. I quickly look up Mark's contact for Skype and click in the 'call' button.

Time to pay Markimoo a little visit.

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Heyy guys!! I'm backkkk!!! Miss me? Heh, doubt it. But anyway! Sorry it's been so long since I posted. I just haven't had the energy to write in a while. But now, I'm trying to get outta that funk and be more active on here!

Well, Chapter 6 shall follow shortly after this. No worries. And there may be some slight smut in the next chapter... but you didn't hear it from me.. Okay? Okay.

But anyways, Thank you guys so much!! Remember stay amazing and beautiful!! I'll see you guys later, Buh-Bye!!!

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