Jessica's P.O.V
And then it all startetd my dad after that went away.
I stayed becaus all the beliebers started asking me quastions like"how did u found out?" Or "how old are u?" and that stuf.
Then the quastion came that i didn't wandet so answer "how did u got that 2 scares that u have?" Demi looket at me then justin i did the same i looket at her then justin then i ran in my room and locket myself again my self again but i demi came and i let her in.
I cryed in her ches and told her.
Me: i can't speak about that u say i am so strong but how am i soo strong when i can't even speak about it??? I aren't even strong i am weak very weak.
Demi: stop saying that jessica and look at me. You are very strong very very strong don't even say that u are weak ok u are stronger then me ok?
Me: ok demi
Justin: hey girls not that i wana stop u talking whit achother but scooter told me to tell Mini JB that Oprha wants do make a interwew whit Mini JB Like in 30 min
Me: 30 min?!?!
Justin: yeah so get ready
Me: ok
I dressed myself whit some black legins whit a putple tank top and some black and white vans
I was hearin Eminem's sonh when im gone whrn someone knocket pn my dor and how was it? It was oprah,justin,dad,pattie,mom,demi and kenny
Dad: time for the interview sweetheart are u ready?
Me: yeah dad im ready leggo!
Justin: HEY! Only i can say it!
Me: say's who?
Justin: me!
Me: u are such a wirdoJB
Justin: but i am your wirdo
Me: sure u are JB
Oprah: so let's start the inervew ok Jessica?
Me: ok
Oprah: so we are now live from justin's tour buss do making a live intervew whit Jessica. So Jessica tell us ur hole name
Me: me hole name is Jessica Ariana Braun
Justin:*wispers*beautiful name for a beautyful girl
Oprah: ok how did u found out that scooter was ur father and u were atopdet?
Me: i first found our on justin's believe tour concert in zurique at the M&G my dad came do me after the M&G and was like that i was he's doughter and i was like yeah right and i am not on punk't he then told me all that stuf then he gave me this nackeles whit this 3 hearts on it when he gave me this mackeles i knew he was dpraking the true
Oprah: wow then it was a lot do take in that day and how was the concert for u?
Me: it was amazing the best night of my life becaus i was OLLG but not just becaus of that the night befor i got out of the hospital so yeah
Oprah: oh ok now the quastion everyone want's fo know how did u got that 2 scares?
Me: its a long/short story i still can't like speak about it whitout crying or that stuf. I know everyone thinks i made them myself but they don't know how rong they are the only oerson jow knows the story that is in this room is demi the others have likeno idea what happent
Oprah: oh and wy difnet u told them?
Me: i wasnt ready do speak about it and i didnt wamt that they think that im weak or something becaus sometimes just having flashbacks about that or sometimthinking about that makes me cry. And i perfer do just say it one time and whit that that all knows.
Oprah: and are u ready speaking about that now?
Me: yeah it's not like i can hide it forever
Oprah: ok so lets star
Me: ok it all begun in the begin of november from 2011 i was going do school but i was late and there was roman and jamie two boy's from my class then when i was ready do go do class roman got infront of me and said "where do u think are u going?" I said " in going do class cus unlike u i want do have god grades so i can have a god job" them jamie said " look roman she think she's going do class ahouldvwe showe her what is realy happening today " then roman said "yes, yes we should jamie lets showe her right now" then they stardet do punsch me in the stomach and like rverywere else i coulde not do anything becaus they were stronger then me at one point i was so weak i wasn't able do move a muscle in my body then i saw that jamie toke a poket knife from his pocket and begun do cut my skin whit it he was at my left wrist i cut deeper and deeper it was so painfull i could only shut my eyes close as tears rolled down my face then sudenly it became more painfull i looket down and so so much blod i heared how roman screamed "o shit run!!!" Then the next thing i know one teacher came out and saw me laing on the floor covered in blod he riped one of the slefs and put it on my left wrist tight so that the blod would not flow that fast he toke hes phone out and called a abulance the last thing i remeber is seeing my only friend from my class andcalso best friend come do me and saying "stay whit me everything is gona be allright just believe in that like Justin Bieber say's never say never"
Whit does worts from her i blacket out
At this point i was crying wile telling the story and everybody was shokt
Oprah: i think we should make a 5 min brak ok darling
Me: ok
Then we where out then demi came do me and huged me thight i just cryed on her shoulder
Oprah: are u sure u wanna do this ?
Me: yeah
Oprah: hello everyone we are back so u said whit the worts from your best friend u blacket out what happend after that?
Me: well after that i woke up in the hospital and i slowly opend my eyes and saw my brother crying wile he had my hand in his he was saying "pls jessica don't leave stay whit us i love u so much sis" and i looket around my room my parents and the parents from my other best friend were at sleep the only ones awake were my best friend and my brother my best friend was crying her eyes out then i finnly spoke "how said i was living?" My brother looket up at me whit my bf and then he said "you are awake jessica go get a nurse and say jessica is awake" like my bf havr the same name then my brother said" we thought u would never wake up"And i said wy should i not wake up" he said "u fidn't woke up in the last 48h" i was in shoke then the nurs came whit a docter behind her she said "hey sweetheart good that u are awake im ur nurse Jelena " i started do lought so hart then she asket me "whats so funny?"
Then i said nothing i just remebert somethinh funny" then my nurs Jelena said "ok" "hey im ur doctor Robin " then he chelet on my and that stuf.
Oprah: how long were u in the hospital?
Me: i was in the hospital 5 long monts
Oprah wy so long?
Me: i had depresion a huge one and my scare wasnt heling right becaus of the depresion sp i stayed longer but wen i finnaly god out my doc came do my and said" i have a friend in zurique's hospital and he had someonw like u bit the girl that he had made it heraelf but she stayed in the hospital for 6 monts" then i said"wy di i then just stayed 5 monts?" "Becaus ur depresion is so much better everytime i came in ur room and i were hearin music from Justin Bieber u were always smiling and happy when not u were sad and hat depresion till u were hearin he's song's so i would say he's ur life saver" and then i said" yeah hes my life saver if it wasn't gor he's music and caring for he's beliebers and stuf i woult be here today" then my doc said " u are probly right there if u see him or meer him some day u must say him that"
Oprah: and did u that?
Me: yeah i did on the M&G this year
Oprah: u said u were out of the hospital 1 day befor the concert?
Me: yeah the did it again in december but i helled faster and my doc allowed my do go in the concert becaus he knew how much justin mens do me and how he's song music and stuf made me happy and it was also on the second time that i meet demi
Oprah: heres the next quastion do u know wy they did that do u?
Me: easy becaus im a belieber And they hate it when they were doing that they were saying mean stuf like justin bieber is gay hes trash he cant sing he dosen't care about u and that stuf but i always defentet my idol my life saver they always were making funn of me becaus of that but i never stoped being a belieber and i will never stop i endet this year of school then i came here and on the last day of school they were making fun again bulling me and that stuf on that day i made something i never thought i would do i punched everybody in the face that day that bullid me on that day and that was all the boys from my class and 1 girl from my class then the techers said if i wanted so say anything infront of the school and then i said yeah what i said was this" i'm insecure, weak, self harm and i have depressions, bit i keep going, becaus justin bieber my idol my life saver helps me to het through it and u guys think u are better rhen him or me by makimg fun of my and trying do kill me just becaus u hate him or dont like him? Do u think is funny doing that do someone u don't even know or that never di something do you? Let me say somehing and sorry for my lahuage FUCK YOU ALL MOTHERFUCKERS, IDIOTS, JERKS AND BITCHES U ARE NOT BETTER THEN ANYONE HERE im done." Whit that i walket out of the room
Oprah: wow saying that infront o people that hate u becaus u are a belieber just ur true friends like u and saying that is very very brave do u want to do something that u don't see ur scares that much?
Me: yeah i already talked whit my adoptiv mom and whit my real dad and future step mom they let me make a tattoo on top of my scares and my adoptiv parents want do pay and the tattoo that im gonna do is like demi has stay strong she Says i should do them too becaus she's so proud of me.
Oprah: let me tell you something u are a strong girl jessica and keep it that
way so i dont think i have more quasion but if belieber or so have quastion for you they can call us.
We have already some one on line hello whata ur name?
????:hi my name is carly and i have a quastion for jessica
Me: shut carly
Carly: how did u stayed strong all this time?
Me: i dont realy know hoe becaus sometime i break down do like everybody els
Carly: thank you jessica
Me: ur welcome carly
Then the next 30min went like that beliebers asking me quastion like that.
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A/N
Hey guys this is a big chapter and i hope u guys like it!
