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3 Weeks Later

Heaven💟

I sat on the counter, just staring. My heart started beating faster and faster. This couldn't be happening. Not now.

I looked down at the positive pregnancy test.

I ran my hands through my hair, I was scared. What would Chris say? It had to be his because I wasn't fucking anyone else but him. I was not ready for a child yet. Abortion was never an option though...

And it will never be an option.

I have no choice but to tell Chris. I just wanted to cry. Yes I'm 21, but I didn't want to have kids until 25, or older.

But, again, I shouldn't even be crying. This was my choice. It's my fault, and I have to deal with it. Besides, how bad could a baby be? Me and Chris did need to stop fooling around, and actually become responsible, especially now that there's a baby on the way.

"Heaven? You good?" I heard Chris say at the other side of the door.

"Yeah..um-" I panicked, I was scared about what he would say.

He walked in and hugged me from behind as tear left my eyes.

"What's wrong?" He asked, turning me around and wiping the tears off of my face.

I held my face down, I couldn't say or do anything, but move out of his way. I wanted him to see it for himself.

I tried to walk out, but he grabbed me by my arm, not removing his eyes from the pregnancy test.

"So what does these lines mean? Fuck? I'm confused." He said, squinting his eyes to look at the lines.

I couldn't help but giggle, and then I felt relief, maybe he wouldn't be angry after all.

"It means I'm-" I hesitated. What if he did get angry and kick me out?

"Chris I'm pregnant." I blurted out.

He turned around and his eyes met with mine. I was just waiting for him to yell at me.

"But before you get upset. I just wanna let you know, Getting pregnant and having sex, it's a two person job. So you can yell and scream at me to get the fuck out your house, but just know it's your fault that you ain't pull ou-"

He cut me off by kissing me. He held me tight and kissed me. There were no words exchanged, just a kiss.

He broke the kiss, "Maan, shut that shit up. I know it's super early in whatever the fuck we are, this was our fault. Now I support you and everything you do, and you know that Heaven. A baby? Just makes it even better."

I smiled and tried to fight it off my face but I couldn't. He was just so perfect. I knew this would work out just fine.

But what would JuJu say?

Juju😛💕♒️

I sat on the couch, watching Empire reruns, waiting for August to arrive.

Me and August have gotten really close lately, and I even told him about the passing of my father and how that hit me hard.

Well he been going through the same, his brother Mel died, and he's been through the same bullshit I have. He even entered the drug industry, but quite a few years back.

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