1/16
So of course me being me I woke up super early while everyone was asleep so I stayed in bed thinking and now I wanna kms because of something I thought, I hope hanging out with Yon today will make it better, it probably won't. So I went to my dad's restaurant and he got me my favorite food and favorite drink. Then he took me to Yons house and we went to the mall. We went to Target and I got hair dye and headphones. Then we went and hung out at the creepy stairs and then at the normal stairs. Then we went to Jcpennys and we saw some hoodies we REALLY wanted. After that we went to his house and just hung out. Then I left and hung out with Rosemary(One of my friends who likes me and happens to be Yons ex) and we just sat and talked and then I went home and dyed my hair purple. (I fucked it up but in a good way cuz in some places its dark purple and some places its light and some places in the middle so it looks spacey) and then I had Jack in the box (It was fucking disgusting but there was no other food) and then I went to bed.
1/17
Today was REALLY good. So we celebrated my sister's birthday and went to Russos for lunch and then we went home and my friend's mom picked me up so I can spend the rest of the weekend with them. When they picked me up we went to Sams then we went to eat at Buffalo wild wings and they were surprised cuz at this time last year I was severely depressed and would never eat. But now I'm better. Anyways we went home and cut the cake. Then I opened up to them (Told them I'm bi, for those of you who don't know) since theyre basically family and they accepted me more than my real family. Then Me and Julian went outside and showed each other music. After that we went in and played video games until 3-4 am.
1/18
Today was alright, I woke up at like 7 am and we all got ready and went to Hibachi around 11, we then went to some church store and looked around but Julian and I got bored and went and played outside and explored the woods behind the church. After that they took me home and I took a nap and nothing happened after that so now (10:22 pm) I'm just blasting music and laying down
1/19
Today was FUCKING AMAZING. First I woke up on time and didnt have to shower since I did it the night before.
I got to school and paced around the ledges like I usually do. Then went to the band hall with Yon and we hung out with Julian. First period was actually good today. I did pretty good and the coach complimented us so yay. In second period I got to read my star wars book. In third I actually finished my work for once. In fourth we had free time. In fifth I took a quiz and did better than most of the class. During lunch I hung out with Yon and Julian and Esai. Then I went and hung out with le gf but we just ended up in a empty hallway. In sixth I cuddled my crush. And in seventh we had free time. After school tennis practice went well. And then I went home and ate snacks then Karla (My cousin) picked me up and we went to dinner and then we went to an empty parking lot and she let me drive. At first I was nervous about it and would hit the gas too much or slam the break but I got the hang of it and ended up driving really well. Now I'm home and just need to do my chores.
1/20
Nothing good really happened today so that's about it
1/21
TESTING WAS HELL. It was fucking boring and I finished my gummy worms and coke within the first hour so that sucked. Lunch was alright. TRACK PRACTICE AFTER SCHOOL WAS HELL. My legs are sore af. They made us run extra. (Btw yes I'm in tennis but we have track on Thursday for some reason)
1/22
Today was really good. In first period (Tennis) we didn't do anything. In second period (Reading) we just went over the questions of the play and then read. In third period (Geography) I actually finished my work which I never do. In fourth period (Spanish) I nailed my test. In fifth (English) we didn't do anything. Lunch was a huge thing today. So someone wanted me to meet them at the lockers at 12:30 so I left the band hall at 12:29 and was there and they didn't show up so I just got my speaker and started playing music. I learned none of my friends like Master of puppets. But I like it so fuck them. Then I hung out with my girlfriend and Emy and they went to hang out with Julia and she was there and I fucking thought I was over her but noooooooooooooo. I got kimda near her and for some fucking reason my heart started rushing. I don't know how I feel about it. In sixth (Biology) I took a test. In seventh(Algebra) I finished my packet and turned in my project. After school was pretty good. I went to SBMS but none of my favorite teachers were there. So I just hung out with friends. Then I went back to spring woods and hung out with my girlfriend. Had a GREAT time. (No not in that way) and then went home and later I'm going to my Aunt's. Yaaaaaaay
