The Stuggle

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Alex's p.o.v

"Were over Alex i'm done, you never caring about me or what the FUCK happens in my life its always about you and what you want!" She whispered but yelling, What the hell just happened here??

"Why you gettin' so mad Anna Damn ?" I smirked "See you don't even care i'm done!" She got up outta her chair and went to the teacher and pointed to a desk up in the front. "Is she really moving away from me because of that?" I mumbled under my breath. Look's like i'm partying tonight ! No more ANNA !!

Anna's P.o.v

I cant believe we just broke up... Well now I can hang out with Justin ((: cause I don't need Alex to  approve of that. I whipped out my phone and texted Justin

Me: I can hang out anytime(: Just let me know :*

I finished typing the message and sent it. I was on a thin line from holding back my tears. I really truly cared about Alex I thought we were going to go to the same college together... Who am I thinking?! Alex could never get into college all he does is drinks and smokes weed. Ewww.

"Anna" the teacher said "Anna!" he said again "ANNA!" I snapped out of my thoughts. "Yes?" I smiled "Pay attention okay?!" he snapped at me. My phone started vibrating and I got happy because I thought it was Justin texting back :)

But no. -.- it was the douche bag Alex ... What does he want ?!

Alex: Hey baby I really love you and want you back will you be my date to a party at Steve's on Saturday ;) 

  I texted back quickly

Me: No! Alex when I say i'm done with you i'm done! for good.

The class bell rang and the day went on slowly, I couldn't get Alex outta of my mind. The end of the day came and I just ran to my car. Holding in my tears. I turned on the radio to ease the pain. But that didn't work. More love songs came on and Breakup songs. But one song helped a lot I started to hum along. "You left standing on the corner crying, feeling like a fool for trying, I don't even remember why i'm wasting all tears on you, I wish I could erase our memories cause you didn't give a damn about me. I hummed that all the way home. when I walked through the door my mom was on the couch, "Hey honey how was school" she smiled. I couldn't hold it any longer "Horrible" I began to sob "Baby come here" she patted on the couch seat next to her  "Me and Alex..... Broke up" I started to sob even more thinking about it "Baby everything's gonna be alright" be alright... be alright where have I heard that before?! oh Justin's song!!! I Forgot about Justin. My mom was rubbing my back while I sobbed on her shoulder. I sniffled a little "Oh mom guess what" I began to come better "Hmm sweetie" she said "Justin is coming back and will be back in town for a while" I looked at her and smiled really big "Hmm Anna maybe you can finally get with Justin... You were so inlove when you were 13" She giggled "Mom that was 5 Years ago I don't even know if I like him anyone" I laughed and got up from the couch. "Mom I'm gonna go to bed earlier okay im not in the best mood" She began to read her book again "Okay that's fine. I love you Anna" "I love you too mom" I smiled and began to head up to my room.

Ugh... It's so hard to get over Alex the struggle is real... Yes I really said the struggle is real :/. Im still in love with him a lot. Maybe when Justin comes he can change that.

When I started to think about me and Justin when were younger I got a text from Justin(:

Justin(: : How about Saturday? I'll be all settled in. And your Boyfriend approves of this ?

Me: oh yeah Me and Him broke up today. But yeah Saturday is GREAT (: <3

I sent the text and drifted off into a deep sleep.

Hey guys! I know I said I would update on Thursday but I had nothing to do today so I did(: youuuuuur welcome xD But Anna and Alex on the side and The song Anna was singing is on the side too (: !

Love you guys, Makayla xoxo :*

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