46 Reasons To Live

***Morgans POV***

I took a deep breath, Closed my eyes and clicked the record button on my camera

"Why hello there internet! My name is Morgan, I am 16 and Ive never really had the guts to make a youtube video until now... Well anxiety is a bitch, Lets get started!! " I spoke in the most confident voice Ive ever used.

"So Ive been on youtube since funny cat videos were still a thing! what was that like 6 years or so, i don't even know." I slouched forward and put my hands over my face. "I'm not to great at this am I..." i mumbled. "So lets just get on with this video, i bet everyone clicked off the video by now... Well i like bands" as i gesture to my wall of posters. My wall is covered in posters of different bands like Bring Me The Horizon, Of Mice & Men, Pierce The Veil, Marianas Trench, Ghost Town, All Time Low, My Chemical Romance and Tonight Alive. I could go on but no one has the time to listen to the list of all the bands I like.

"My parents have been divorced since i was 14. At school i was that funny girl that's always smiling... but nobody liked me, so my safe place was the internet... I made so many great friends! like azalia and colleen... they kept me strong threw my depression, I love those motherfuckers" I gave a smirk to my friends which i knew would be watching this video after it was uploaded. "Oh! and i sing, not that that's relevant or anything" i said awkwardly. "But now my mum is making me move to LA for a few weeks, UGH its too hot there!" i pouted. "well i guess that's the end of this video! ill be posting videos every, uh... thurs- THURSDAY! yeah lets do that! every Thursday, so till then have a good life and don't forget to eat your vegetables!" I said enthusiastically. I quickly pressed the button on the top of my camera to end the video. i let out a long sigh. 'Well that's finally done' i thought to myself. I plugged my camera into my computer waiting for my video to upload on to my computer. after about 15 minutes the 4 minute video about me was ready to edit on my computer, it took me about 45 minutes to edit. I uploaded my video to my youtube channel 'PerfectlyImperfectLoser', I tweeted that the video was uploaded to my 906 followers and texted 3 of my friends to watch it.

I heard my door open and i turned around to see my mum standing in the door frame.

"I know your mad about going to LA, But-"

I cut her off "I'm not mad i just don't like doing things that involve people..." I rolled my eyes and chuckled.

"Well if you were to let my finish you would know what i bought for you, but i guess you don't wanna know" she teased and walked out of my room.

"WHAT?! WOAH THERE TELL ME OR I WILL EAT ALL THE FOOD IN THIS HOUSE!!!" I squeaked,

"You already do that" my mum laughed.

"ill eat your soul then" i said evilly and did probably the worst evil laugh known to man.

"Fine... May 9th, i got you tickets for spring fever in LA!" she smiled waiting for my reaction.

"OH MY FUCK" I shouted in excitement.

"Morgan shut up you will wake the children" she giggled and gave me the tickets.

I ran into my room went on twitter "@Morgan_storm09 OMFG IM GOING TO THE SPRING FEVER TOUR! YAY!" I felt the need to share this with everyone, i texted Azalia, Colleen and Taylor the same thing 'IM GOING TO SPRING FEVER SOMEONE HOLD ME IM DYING! ASDFGHJKL;'" I'm not much of a fangirl but i have been asking for tickets to see Pierce the Veil and All Time Low for a long time and since they are touring together its like a dream come true! Taylor replied to my text first

'OmG YoU ArE sO lUcKy!!! -Leelee'

'omg i know right! i would take you but its in LA! god dammit!!! -Morgan'

'Im shipping myself to LA then, see you there bye -leelee'

'You do that, good luck :P -Morgan'

'You sassy bitch ;) ily -Leelee'

'im going to sleep now, ya i know its like 9 but whatevaaaaa -Morgan'

I turned my phone off for the night so i could sleep. I went over to my computer and turned on my playlist of music, 238 songs...14.6 hours, you can probably tell i like a lot of music. I jumped into bed and hid under my black and purple blanket and fell asleep listening to Hospital for souls by bring me the horizon, it has been a good day.

**This is my first fanfiction Ive done... christian doesn't come in till she goes to the concert.... i think this is short... but my mum is making me do things so yay! first chapter!!!

~Morgan :)**