The Story Of Amanda Todd

Hello!
I've decided to tell you about my never ending story.
In 7th grade I would go with friends on webcam.
Meet and talk to new people.
Then got called stunning beautiful, perfect ect...
Then wanted me to flash...
So I did....
1 year later....
I got a msg on facebook
From him...
Don't know how he knew me..
It said...
If you don't put on a show for me I will send ur boobs
He knew my ardess, school, relatives, friends, family names, christmas break....
Knock at my door at 4am...
It was the police...
My photo was sent to everyone.
I then got really sick and got...
Anxiety, major depression and panic disorder.
I then moved and got into drugs+alcohol....
My anxiety got worse... couldn't go out.
A year past and the guy came back with my new list of friend and school,
But made a facebook page.
My boobs were his profile pic...
Cried every night, lost all my friends ans respect people had for me... again....
Then nobody liked me
Name calling, judged...
I can never get that photo back.
It's out there forever...
I started cutting...
I promised myself never again...
Didn't have any friends and I sat at lunch alone.
So I moved schools again....
Everything was better even though I sat still alone at lunch in the library everyday.
After a month later I started talking to an old guy friend...
We back and fourth texted and he started to say he liked me...
Led me on..
He had a girlfriend...
Then he said come over my gf's fron vacation.
So I did... Huge mistake....
He hooked up with me....
I thought he liked me....
1 week later I get a text get out of your school...
His girlfriend and 15 other came including hiself...
The girl and 2 others just said look around nobody likes you infront of my new school (50) people...
A guy than yelled just punch her already.
So she did... She threw me to the ground a punched me several times.
Kids filmed it.
I was all alone and left on the ground.
I felt like a joke in this world...
I thought nobody deserves this :/
I was alone...
I lied and said it was my fault and my idea.
I didn't want him getting hurt, I thought he really liked me.
But he just wanted the sex... someone yelled punch her already.
Teachers ran over but I just went and layed in a ditch and my dad found me.
I wanted to die so bad... when he brought me home I drank bleach...
It killed me inside and I thouhgt I was gonna actually die.
Ambulence came and brought me to the hospital and flushed me.
After I got home all I saw was on facebook
-She deserved it, did you wash the mud out of your hair? - I hope she's dead.
Nobody cared...
I moved away to another city to my moms.
Another school... I didn't wanna press charges because I wanted to move on.
6 months has gone by... people are posting pics of bleach, clorex and ditches.
Tagging me... I was dangalot better too...
They said... She should try a differenr bleach, I hope she dies this time and isn't so stupid.
They said I hope she sees this and kills herself...
Why do I get this? I messed up by why follow me.
I left your guys city...
I'm constantly crying now...
EverydayI think why am I still here?
My anxiety is horrible now...
Never went out this summer.
All from my past... lifes never getting better... cant go to school.
Meet or be with people... constantly cutting.
Im really depressed.
Im on anti deppresants now an councelling and a month a go this sunner.
I overdosed... in hospital for 2 days..
Im stuck... whats left of me now... nothing stops.
I have nobody.
I need somebody
:(
My name is Amanda Todd...

R.i.p Amanda Todd... ♡