Free

Im Hanna, Hanna Ameilia Grey. My hair is jet black like raven feathers which reaches right down to the base of my spine. I have ear streachers and numerous piercings that glint like stars when they catch the light. My favourite colour is black beacuse it reflects my mood,dark, depressing and damaged

Today ia the first day back to thr place most people would call school. I was always yold that school is a safe place to be, and that you were supposed to enjoy your school years. Well i dont,i hate it, every second of it. The whole place is full of judgemental boys,girls and teachers. Noone at my school like me. Im a lone wolf. I fend for myself. Walking down corridors which seem as long as the river Nile, the trolls shout things at me calling me,goth,emo and strange. Their words cut like a knife. After seven years of bullying i started to develop severe depression and anxiety. I feel like a coiled spring which has been wound so tight i could go off at any point

As i walk through the front gates of my school, i pray that prehaps they have found someone else to bully, sounds harsh i know but i just cant cope with these bullies anymore. As i walk into regisration class everyone goes silent, my anxiety shoots up faster than a rocket heading towards the moon. Then i hear Mikayla and Rose whisper to each other.
'oh why is she still here. I thought she woukd have killed herself by now'
I look at them as i walk to my seat trying not to show any emotion. As i heard the bell ring for the start of period one, i grabbed my bag and ran out of class as quick as i could to double maths.

Then i saw Becky, the biggest bully in the entire school.
'oi Hanna, how many times did you cut this easter break?'
I carried on walking not paying any attention to her, trying to make it look like it wasnt bothering me, but it wad. Then i felt somthing hit the back of my head, i turned around and Becky was following me getting closer with every step, i froze.
'whats the matter emo? You scared?
With a fake smile on my face i said
'of you?course not'
Just before i had the chance to finish my last word i was on the floor with blood dripping from my nose
'GO KILL YOURSELF LOOSER noone will care'
I started crying, i stumbeld out of school and ran all the way home

My dad was at work and my mum was out doing the shopping with my brother. Ive always wondered whenthis day would come, the day i would finally be free. I ran to the kitcheb and took a knife from the draw, also grasping the tableta above. I theb slowly tip toed through my graden to the shead making sure my neighbours didnt see me. I took hold of the rope and went back insode. I tied the rope to the fan in the kitchen and mafr a loop in the other end.

I popped all the tablets out of the packet, while tears run from my eyes and a smile on my face grew. I cut in a deep neat straight line down the centre of my arm, then i took the tablets, tepping up onto the chair i placed my head throuvg the loop in the rope. This was it, im about to be set free. The chair fell as i took my final breath. Its all over, all gone now im greating death.