Author's Note: Whoops!! I accidentally said Trey's real name...Well, there chu go xD.
Every single class after I heard the news, I was basically in a "talk to me and die" mood. At lunch, I headed straight to the library and cried at a table. I couldn't tell if people were looking at me because it is quite hard to see when your eyes are filled with tears. I managed to get through the rest of school without talking to anyone and I walked home. It was not the same walk I normally take. This walk went through the back of my town through the elderly neighborhood, where there is a path surrounded by trees and a river( nu joke, its actually a really nice place to take your dog for a walk)
When I got home, I went straight upstairs into my room and threw myself onto my bed. Why did my luck always seem to be the worst? Why did I have to be meet them both and be tortured by the fact that they both love each other? I had almost decided to cut but reminded myself that there was nothing good about cutting except for turning your emotional pain into physical pain and just making it worse. So I had laid there and cried myself to sleep.
