This to me, isn't my best, but then again I was bawling my eyes out when I wrote the first draft. So enjoy!
Hands shaking
You left us in tears
Years later I cry in pain
Wanting to relapse
Blood dripping
Tears falling
They don't understand
I need help
I need someone to understand
Can't do this alone
But I have been for so long
She tried
But didn't believe me
Can't see it
But I feel the pain
Don't know where it's coming from...
I don't cry...
Yet I am
Beast inside of me
Don't know where you came from
I'm stronger now
You can't hurt me anymore
Once but not again
You can't not again
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But I did relapse about a year after I wrote this. Please don't be like me...
If you managed to stop keep going YOU CAN DO THIS. You are not alone in this world, trust me I know.
YOU ARE READING
From A Girl Who Understands
PoetryNOT TRIGGERING I PROMISE I know what it's like to be tempted, to watch the blood flow from your skin. To refocus the battle in your head to something you can control. You are never alone. I survived, but I am scarred mentality and physically, but I...
