When words speak (Poems)

Lost

It didn't cross my mind
That someday you'll be gone
I just know that you're strong
And you'll live long

Then in a sudden snap
Events happened so fast
What happened? I asked.
Didn't know what do

I was shocked
From that moment
I was lost in reality
With tears in face

Too dumb to feel anything
Too stupid for everything
Too selfish for nothing
Too late to realize to say something

I've wasted so much time
Spending it on unimportant things
Not appreciating what I have
And had taken granted what I got

Now, I don't know what to say
As tears speaks for itself
And cries, whimpers' explains
What I truly feel inside my heart