LOVE SUCKS
I love a man
Who doesn't love me
I can never focus when he's around
I
Can't
Even
Breathe.
I am crushed forever
And can never be healed
I wish I could take back the moment I started loving him
The moment I saw his face
The moment I saw his shape
The moment I heard him laugh
I love him
But he will never know
Never know how I feel
Never understand why I act the way I do
Why I laugh at him
Why I don't scream when he comes
When he hugs us
And almost kills us
I will always go back
To his smile
His laugh
Comfort him when's he's in pain
Support him in his choices
And hopefully
Someday
He'll
Feel
The
Same
Way
About
Me.
I never wanted to be hurt
Never wanted to be crushed
Never wanted to feel this kind of pain
Never wanted to cry for the sake of a boy
Never wanted to be hurt because of my feelings
He's always there for me
Even if it's just as a friend
He can make me laugh
Make me cry
Make me feel better
Make me understand his point of view
I could never be as good to him as he is to me
I love him
But he doesn't want me like that
Just as a friend
Someone to annoy
Someone to laugh at
Laugh with
Be with
But not in the way I want
Never
Love sucks
Because the man I love loves another.
Leaving me in the cold.
Forever.
