4/2/09
Dear diary,
Today i decided to write an unusual entry.I'm not usually this open with you but some one needs to hear my cries.The bullies got the better of me today and I lost all control. I threw myself at them to get hit, kicked and punched. The little nudges then became brutal battle scars,They only stopped when I blacked out and the ambulance was called.It was sad to think no one was coming to pick me up.Worst of all they might find out my secret. Diary please tell me you will keep this...
It was so hard waking up without mum, the next thing finding her on the floor and dad passed out with blood on his hands was worse but the fact that i walked away and left it all behind was worse.I hope they don't find out i live alone.They are questioning where i live and who i live with i told them my mum and dad but really i have myself.I live in the old abandon house on 3rd Avenue It has a bed and a couch but that's all I find food most the time.
Ive been back to dads to get my stuff he still lives there i don't think they ever found out where mum went but I cant dwell on that I have to have faith that ill make it through another night.
5/2/09
dear diary,
My face really hurts today,the pain killers are wearing off.I have a headache and i want to vomit.They told me that i wont be back at school for a while,That kind of bothers me I like the work and I want to prove I am strong but I'm not up for arguments just yet.The food is pretty good surprisingly better than expected,at least better than a pack of beans and bread.Hopefully ill go home soon but for now i need sleep...
