Waking up alone with the winds in my hair the grass beneath my feat and the rain on my face....Ive started writing lyrics it helps me cope I'm home now well I'm at my hiding place. i ran from the hospital i had no choice.I keep getting dizzy and running out of air when its hard to breathe i try and think but the more i think the worse i get.
It's so hard to think that i have school tomorrow what do i do walk with my head down?Smile like i don't care?I don't even know anymore.I'm too tired to think and the weathers cold.
Well i went to school today and once again i find myself in hospital broken neck,ribs and punctured lung.When will someone hear my cries .If i cried would they hear me?They are trying to get me to sleep i want to scream but nothing is coming out i cant even speak what did they do to me?I thought being me was bad but I'm a mute with no hope i physically cant speak.I start dreaming but the scenes of today come back and they let them get away saying they have troubled lives.I do too they know I'm just not able to speak up i don't want to.The thought of the punches and getting thrown against them lockers and boys threatening me it all hurts and no one understands
If i could speak to you would you listen? would you take the time?
well here i am trying to write a stupid song im going nuts. I cant speak nor eat the nurses are wanting to get me a counsellour, but i couldnt i wouldnt. I wouldnt speak there either they think i dont want to talk im trying my hardest. Cant i just be left alone?
