SICK AND LONELY WITHOUT YOU GUYS!!! (A ZM/ ONE DIRECTION FANFICTION STORY)

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*THIS IS  IN HONOR FOR ZAYN MALIK BIRTHDAY.

Zayn is still trying to talk himself out of calling his friends. Or that he thinks he still has them as friends. He has so many regrets on how he left and parted ways. He feel upset and Depressed on being alone now. He has so many damn people and at him and he wishes he has someone to talk to.

Surehe has his family to talk to and cry on their shoulders with. That is if wants to show his weakness to everyone. He sometimes misses the fun of performing with the band. Then there are days he misses Parrie so damn much. His heart still is broken but deep down in his mind and soul he knows nothing can fix this mess. There are so many nights he crying himself to sleep. 

Today is one of those days, One Direction has released their fifth studio album. He did buy it online and has been listening to it non stop all day. First thing he thought was that it sounds Amazing and they did such a fantastic job on it. Then his thoughts went into they did such a better job on it without him. Then all the words begin to eat at his soul. History and perfect he could not have thought about what went on with One Direction. Drag me down just made him cry so hard that he been crying for about two hours now. So Zayn got up off his bed and changed it to the new Little Mix album. Unfortunately that did not help his mood at all.

He sometimes feel like a nobody now. Sure he is trying to work on music he wants to make. But how can he when everyone making his life hell. Some nights when he has. Hit rock bottom he is having thoughts about ending his life. The fans of One Direction really are making his life hell. And it has been almost a year now.

Tonight he starting to feel sick again.  His whole body is in so much pain that he has thrown up a few times today. He knows he should stop crying and go get sleep but he just can not. He gets up out of bed and went to his closet. He gets out his stuff that from his childhood and One Direction. He goes though it all.  He just stops looking at a picture of all five guys. He suddenly felt sick again but this time he call his Mum. She answered the phone knowing something is worng. Hey my baby how are you doing. Mummy are you able to come see me. Sure I can but what worng love. I just miss you and need you here with me. Ok I am going to pack a bag and I will be over shortly. Ok but mum see you soon. Zayn Malik then just lays his head down on his floor and cries himself to sleep.

Patricia Malik finally gets to her son's house. She lets herself in. Not knowing what she is walking into. She finds her son's house empty in the living room. She first noticed that everything of One Direction and Parrie gone from the house. Zayn has not put thing up in their place. After all it was mostly Parrie who decorated the house. 

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