Levis POV
"Eren." I shake him trying to wake him up, but he doesn't budge.
He is still alive, I can hear his breathing.
This is all my fault... I'm too weak to rely on myself so I used Eren as a resource, and even worse, I used him last night while he was asleep.
I grip onto his hand and hang my head.
"I'm sorry Eren...I'm Sorry..."
I pet his hand with my thumb and my lips quiver and tears roll down my face.
After he collapsed, we took him into the office, but they couldn't do shit, so we, Armin, Mikasa, Jean, Marco and I, drove him to the hospital.
I know its a high risk, but I'd rather have the world know what I am than to lose Eren.
"Levi..."
I shoot my head up and Eren is looking at me sympathetically with his soft sea green eyes and Carmel skin glowing from the sun outside the window.
"-Eren" I shoot out of my chair and wrap my arms around him.
"I'm sorry Eren, this is all my fault." I whimper into the pillow.
He wraps one gentle arm around me and asks,"What would you do if I decided I wanted to relax?"
"What??" I sniffle.
"You know... Just... Relax..." He whispers.
Is he talking about death?
"No- Eren, you can't-"
"Why? What is there to live for? Why live when you die later on?"
"Eren...." I quiver.
Is he even considering me?? Does he even care??
"But if you did, I wouldn't be able to live-"
"Because I'm just your resource of blood, right?" he asks with a glare.
I let go of him and step back from him.
"No, I told you this before-"
"What if we went together?"
"What??" talk about mood change.
"When I die, I want it to be with you, or in your arms."
I honestly don't know how to respond, so I leave the room.
Erens POV
"Levi! Wait! Come back I don't mean any of this!" I try to speak the words but they only echo in my head.
Why is this happening? I don't want to die, I want Levi, I want him right now.
My body refused to obey my own orders and stays where it is.
I try to scream but nothing comes out, except small scratches.
I scream again, louder, managing a moan to come out.
I raise my voice and suddenly it feels like everything lost gravity and broke, and now I'm back in control and I'm sitting in the bed screaming at the top of my lungs.
I shut myself up and grab the sides of my head.
Levi runs into the room and grips my arms, and asks frantically,"Eren, are you okay?? What happened??"
I grip tighter onto my head and shake my head then say,"that wasn't ne, I didn't mean any of that, I want to live."
Levi shakes his hands around my arms and hugs me and says,"I know Eren, its okay now, you're okay now."
I cry onto his shoulder, coming to the conclusion that I almost died, but why?
I don't want to blame it on Levi, he did what he had to and I let him.
"Levi..." I whimper.
"What?" he asks.
"...lets go home..." -tokyo ghoul reference bitches \(·,_,·)/-
He nods his head and leaves the room to get a nurse.
I had a clear mission this morning and I'm not gonna let it go to waste, I have to complete it before tomorrow.
Once we left, Levi drove to his house.
He forces me to eat food and drink water and says that if I don't then he will bite off my ears.
So I eat all the food he gives me and we sit down on his couch and watch a movie.
I curl up next to him and he throws a blanket over us.
"What movie are we gonna watch?" I ask.
"I dunno." he replies.
I smirk then ask,"Netflix and chill?"
He laughs a little bit then switches the input and turns on Netflix and we decide to watch 'The Crow'.
I sigh and almost fall asleep on his shoulder.
It's been thirty fucking minutes and nothing has happened.
"Okay I'm bored." I complain.
"Nuuh just keep watching." Levi shooshes.
"But Levi, I wanna have fun." I pout.
"No. What you wanna doing good for you right now."
"But I want it!"
"And you can't have it."
"Hmph fine."
"Anyways, to change the subject, tomorrow night in coming over to your house for dinner, your mother invited me."
"Eh??"
"Yeah."
"Hm well you know, my parents are always checking in on my and stuff and we have very thin walls-"
"Eren."
I give him a puppy face and hug his waist.
"Levi, please? You do owe me."
"Eh-" He stutters.
Hi sighs then stands up and grabs my hand.
As he pulls me into the bedroom, I smile with pleasure.
He pushes me onto the bed and hovers over me and placed his lips on mine. I kiss him back and wrap my arms and legs around him and pull his body down onto mine.
We undress then gets us tangled in the sheets and lays on top of me.
I wrap my arms around him again and I spread apart my legs and he pushes his length into me.
I let out a small moan and tighten my arms around him.
"Come on, go faster-harder." I order.
He grunts and does as I say.
I smirk in pleasure as he grinds harder and faster and now it didn't hurt like the first time.
I finally got what I wanted.
But now, I'm going to have to deal with tomorrow night.
And Mikasa -.- .
