Three months and an half later..
In those three months, i've never felt happier. Having Nick, Kevin & louis has big bro, Dylan has the perfect boyfriend, Vanessa quickly became the best friend i could have & my B always here :)..
In two weeks, Dylan and myself are celebrating our 6 months. Omg 6 months with that boy.. life can be full of surprises.. :) I really don't know what he's planning on doing but he told me to let him take care of it. As of right now, i still need to finish my book, it miss only one photo. And i have the perfect scene in mind. Tommorow it's Christmas and Dylan's family proposed to my mum and i to come have diner with their family.. Yes our mums became lik best friends in no time , i'm so happy about that.So as i was saying, i wanted to take my last photo on christmas.. when people open their presents, when you see the joy of being with your family on such a beautiful day on their faces. Yeah, i'll do that.
I decided to keep my money from the work at the bakery to buy a great gift for Dylan.. he's always buying me things and i feel bad, i want to give back now. I know he saw a beautiful gold watch in a little shop at the center of the town so i get there with Vanessa to buy it while she bought a gift for Nick.
The next morning i'm stressing out, trying to find something beautiful tu put on, Dylan's coming to get us in an hour and i'm still not ready! I want to look beautiful to see all the family for the first time. This is becoming so serious i'm actually really scared even thinking i could lose him one day. I setlled on a dress and white dress (his favourite colours, also really good matching with the christmas theme!), i took all the gifts for his family (yeah i asked him about his little cousins and everything to know what to buy, good impression!!) and headed downstairs where i saw him talking to mum on the kitchen.
"Hi babe" he pecked me on the lips (not too much PDA infront of the mums!)
"Hey :) Merry christmas!" I said with joy!! It's actually the first christmas i don't want to cry cause dad's not here..
"Merry christmas!! you're ready ? all the family's waiting to meet my beautiful girl for the first time" he winked!
"I'M SO STRESSED! why are you telling me this ? I NEED TO PEE NOW!" i tried walking to the toilet but he grabbed my arm!
"No you don't! let's get going ahah"
"Hummff.., let's go mum!"
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You know what ? all those times where Dylan told me everything would go smoothly.. he was right. His family accepted mum and i really greatly. I had a blast all day, playing with the kids, talking with his aunts and uncles.. Watching my mum smiling and laughing for the first time at this time of the year since dad's death.. that's what i loved the most i think :)
We were all in circles on the living room floor (yeah, big living room they have!) ready to give each others presents when i got up took my camera out and snapped a few pictures.. i hope i had the master piece of my book, i really hope :) We started by giving the presents to the kids who were all so happy , i'm really glad they liked our presents :) then the presents gave us their presents, his mum and dad offered me some photography material that i never thought i would ever have :O i am so gratefull for these people to be in my life.. Finally came the time for me to give him his present. I handed it to him, he opened it and jumped on me giving me the biggest smile i've ever seen. He was so cute telling me i didn't have to but i would have killed to make him happy.. He then gave me a little rectangle box.. i opened it to fine a charm bracelet.. Oh god can someone can actually be more perfect ?
"The heart is obviously for the love we have for each other, the B is for Brad 'cause i know how important he is to you, The Brother one is for the boys, the BFF one is for Vanessa and the red D if obviously for me, the camera is for your love of photography and the Daddy is in memory of your Dad.. now everytime we make a memory together, i'll buy you a charm to represent it.. i love you baby"
I cried so much that night.. i cried happy tears. <3
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The next day we met with the groups, we decided to give each others presents, it was small things but we were all so gratefull for these things..
i'm truly the happiest girl in this earth <3