You're My Dad Now?~Adopted By Andy Biersack~

Intro~

The thing about family members is that you know, from the start of your birth, they'll always love you; No matter what. You let them get so close to you with all of your flaws and insecurities. They make you feel like you're so important to them, that you're loved. They look past all of those flaws and insecurities to love you just for you. They do anything to make you feel happy, to make you realize the reason you were put into this world...to be loved and cared by others. They will always be there...until a moment in history changes their love towards you.

It's probably the worst feeling in the world, the feeling of love being taken away from you just like that. Everything, all those moments, all those feelings, just torn apart into a bunch of shreds. The worst part is realizing they may never loved and cared for you in the first place.Now you are just in a dizzy mess...something like a hangover....but instead of getting drunk on beers, you get drunk of betrayal. It fucking sucks.

"Pass me another beer" My mom says, zoning me out of my thoughts.

"This is your 7th one. I think you should take a break" I grab some empty beer bottles and put them on the kitchen counter.

"Excuse me? That is no way to talk to your own mother! Listen here you mother fucker. I told you to get me another beer. I didn't ask you if I should take...break" She wobbles up from the couch and groans.

"But...Dr.Howell says-"

"Does it look like I give a fuck about what he said?" 

"I'm only doing this to save you....I don't want you to die of alcohol poisoning. So please for me-"

A shock of pain is placed on my cheek- I didn't know what happened until a few seconds later that I realized this bitch just slapped me. I walked back in amusement. She has done many other stuff to me though, such as burning cigarettes on my skin, kicking my ribs, etc. You name it, she probably did it. But she has never, ever, slapped me.

"See! This is why dad left us! He left me! He didn't give a shit about you! He wanted me to go with him! But you promised you would get help for your problem if I stayed-"

She screamed, pushing me onto the floor. Eleven...Twelve...thirteen....Fourteen kicks to the stomach. I curl up into a tiny ball. She finally stopped at fifteen kicks and then took her beers and went to her room. After the pain settled in, I had some energy to pull myself up onto the couch and lay there, wheezing from the pain.

"Sup bitch" A deep voice says walking into the room. I quickly get up from the couch to see my stepfather, carl, standing near the doorway.

"I don't understand why you're so afraid of me" He says walking slowly towards me. "After all, I am really respectful to you."

"Take three more steps and I swear-" I was quickly pushed up against a wall with a hand against my mouth

"Say anything, and I'll beat you. Got it" and just like that something was inserted into me. I cry out in pain as the 'thing' was going in and out of me. This was not right, Just not right. This was just plain rape. 

And that was the only moments  remember from that day. The day I lost my virginity I guess...The day I ran away and found a orphanage that would take me into the system. The day I met my best friend, Emma. Little did I know she was going to become the love of my life.

The day, my life started.