It was like the time has stopped, he had plunged his gaze into his cold one. He had to ask him, it was like a need. In fact, the word had slipped between his lips. He knew there was a chance that Harry misunderstands everything that he think he was talking about their friendship, but at the same time, he knew Harry was not stupid.
« ... Yes. Yes Dougie, I love you. I love you so much that I was foolish enough to hide it for 10 fucking years from you that I was gay. Since the day of the audition, you know. I wanted to protect you as I tried to protect myself of that secret for 10 years. I love you Dougie. »
Neither hot, nor cold. Neither that he did run away. Nop. Instead, driven by the impulse he had a few days earlier when he saw him in the shower, he did not flinch that time, but he walked over to Harry, pushed on tip toes and then kissed him. He almost felt, when Harry grabbed his waist, but he caught himself almost immediately on his shoulders. A warm sensation ran down his spine, making him shiver when he finally parted lips with his best friend, then he opened his eyes to look at him, his eyes still closed. Dougie laughed like an idiot.
« You know you look like a girl who'd just kissed her idol? »
« Shut up, I was living a thing now »
He began to smile too, as if nothing had happened, which made him laugh even harder. Dougie begun to blush when he again crossed Harry's eyes.
« So… you… too? », Asked Harry, while removing a blonde strand before Dougies eyes
« I… I don't know Harry… Maybe… Maybe not? » he looked at his foot for a while, sighting
« But… »
« I know… But I've only realised that I had these feeling deep down inside me so… you know… »
« And… us two… What… are we? And What About the Kiss? »
Approaching slowly, he slid his hand over the rough cheek of Harry and finally caught his lips in a slightly desperate kiss he didn't know he wanted it to be. Grabbing his coat, he squeaked, forcing a move with his tongue between Harry's lips. Dougie really believed he could never let go of Harry's lips, not even need to catch his breath, but the wind was still rising a little over the minutes that made him come back to the real life, resting his forehead against Harry's he breaks the kiss, panting;
Together with Harry, it was a concept that Dougie would never have imagined before. Together as a couple. Together like two people kissing and sleep together, two people that have sex. He felt like a teenager who lived his first love, except that this time it was with a man and incidentally his best friend.
« Love me Harry ... Love me and I'll love you back. I don't know if I'll love you as you love me, but I know you are imbued in me like a drug, I'm addicted and I want to scream ... I want you ... I want you as someone would be in need of heroin, it's unhealthy, but if I lose because of your secret and my stupidity, I'll go crazy ... »
« Oh… Dougie… »
« Harry Judd ... I'll learn how to love you ... I do promise ... and I also promise not to be silly »
« Oh no! I disagree! A Dougie not silly, it's a sad Dougie! And I do not want a sa Dougie! »
Intertwining his fingers with Harry, he laughed, kissing him again.
A silent promises, just a few words like that. But it was enough for the two boys to be satisfied with everything.
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February Air
FanfictionDougie's in love with Harry, but he's trying to denied it. He's straight as an Ironing table. Is he's sure enough about that? PUDD Slash DP x HJ Fluffy Stuff
