This isn't art. But it's a form of art right? XD
Anyways I got 15th chair in my region. Which is 5th chair in concert band. 10 flutes in the symphonic band and 10 flutes in the concert band, I assume. To be honest I was really dissapointed in myself. My brother got 5th chair in his first try and 1st in his second try. I'm really proud of him. On my first try I didn't make it. But I knew that. I was gr8. But in my second try I thought I could make it Into the first band. I did really. Sorry ash. For this rant. I just need to get it out more. I still feel lousy. I really did try my best. I did everything. But I still didn't get what I worked for... but that's life. It's shit. But it can be good sometimes. This isn't something I will cry for the rest of my life about. If that made sense. I did try. And that matters. I was also dissapointed in myself because alot of the other flutes well... beat me. I know I should be happy because they got in the 1st band but yeah.. I thought I was super gr8. But ye. I guess not. But is okie. No one is that gr8. Well at least not everyone is perfect. And also I feel bad bc of all my shit. Like why the hell am I complaining. Bc I am a fucked up ass-hat. But I know I'm an ass-hat. I am also feeling like an ass hat because my friend got 3rd chair and Instead of feeling gr8 for him/her I just fell into my sad feeling. But I know that I was just being rude af. But I'll stop. I know this is a bullshit post but I'm sorry. I'm happy for being in this band. And I get to play some gr8 music. But that doesn't mean I'm happy af. I'm not lying here. I'm still sad. But I see why. And I see what I can do. You know. So anyways my mom just called me wario. And I called her waluigi. And she said who's that. So now everyone needs to know who waluigi is. I will draw him tomorow in respect for waluigi.
:^3 if you skipped to the end go read all of it. Anyways thanks for reading! I feel fancy with these letters :^3 •^•
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