Hopefully Unbroken

ONE

 Going to school hoping that my life would actually be better isn't happening as I know that I don't have interesting life at all. It is pitch black with no hopes of colors to change that.

Everyone may find high school to be the best year yet!!!!! From all the excitement from the tone of their voices to the talks of preparations of the best prom dress they'll ever get.

In high school there'll be

The cool guys: Usually someone who sits at the far end of the school bus and make out in the school cafeteria. There were many of them and mostly are from soccer and basketball team. One of them has a perfect girlfriend that melt half population of the boys in school. I call them the barbied0llsThe babied0lls: The only female population that has caused thousands amount of rumors. There are rumors saying that one of them are someone related to Mr. Obama

"What are you looking at freak???"

And there's me

3.A F-R-E-A-K:

Everyone calls me a freak for some reason. I'm not aware of what kind of a freak but it kind of make sense sometimes. For all of my years in high school I managed to have only 1 friend and I think people see me as the isolated girl or the freak girl.

It started back when I first walked in this school as a new student. People tried to be friends with me and when I find it uncomfortable I show no sign of interest. The only friend I have was 'Amy' who's actually a ''''nerd'''' and was my lab partner. Since then people started to call me a freak or that I was weird.

It wasn't a big deal for me. I wasn't being bullied and I don't really attract anyone for having the label freak because they don't know me other than my name and that there's nothing apart from that.

The Asian nerds: Amy is labeled as a nerd for she is excellent in all the classes she took and also there is few of them in the group; Loco, Jinki, Xing, Jason and Kim. They are not typical nerd who got bullied for being nerd because they wear glasses or that they have low self esteem. It just that they're the type who enjoy books more than rumors about people.

I sat there waiting for class to dismiss. As the last bell rung everyone is running out of the class shouting their guts out, jumping, running, pushing, shoving one another. I decided to wait and be the last one to get out. I grab my bag and walk out of the class.

As I was walking I bumped into Amy "Hey you okay?" she give me a little nudge. I shrugged and gave her a little smile.

"See you tomorrow Amy" Loco said "You too Min" he continued

I don't really talk to any of them when I was hanging out with Amy. Rather all they said is always 'Hi' and 'Bye' or that one time when they argued on who has the best song that everyone listen to and probably the first time that they think that I wasn't really a total asshole who can't really blend in; And I think that they're pretty cool too.

"So Min-" everyone turned their attention to me "-a little help here, we're tied and we need you to decide whether 'How deep is your love by Bee Gees' or 'How do I live by LeAnn Rimes' is better?"

"(Everything I do) I do it for you by Bryan Adams?" I said and everyone sit in disappointment.

"Dude!!!!!! I knew she would say something like that!" Jason rolled his eyes

"Well I think that was totally called out. You guys can't just compare the 70's to the 90's can you?"

Everyone stare at one another "Hey!!! But the song you choose was from the 90's which means ours have it better!!!!! OH YES!!!!" Loco said while high5-ing Kim.

I shrugged "Not really I'm saying that the legends stays legends and there is no comparison to the fact that they all give us the best music"

"True" Amy come towards me sitting down while hugging me. We were at our favorite spot. Everyday we would sit behind the school, there is a big tree and we spent all of our years during the break at the same spot every single day. It wasn't a special hideout. Everyone just simply wouldn't choose to eat anywhere other than the cafeteria because there is where all the cool kids will hangout and they don't want to miss that.

I smiled remembering how simple they were and that they respect my space as Amy's bestfriend and they never did belittle me for not being able to talk to them.

***back to the reality***

"You too Loco" I said "Bye" he said again waving to Amy

I eyed Amy "Hey!-" I nudge her "What was that" She replied with a smile

I saw dad's car park right in front of the school gates and I thought it was weird considering that I always go to school and back with the school bus. I told Amy goodbye and that I'm not going home by bus. While I was walking towards the car I can see a slight view of my dad.

Dad is a business man. It has been too long since I studied him. I almost forgot that he's old now. Me and dad wasn't really that close. I still can feel the betrayal dad has shoved across my face. Not long after my mother died from dengue fever dad remarried my stepmom. I called her aunty Z. After that I don't really talk to him.

I got into the car and making sure that I sit at the back sits.

He cleared his throats and I jumped a little "I have something to talk to you and your stepmom. We'll talk at home"

The car ride is a long quiet ride. I catch a glimpse of dad and how much he has grown old. How many years has it been since I look at him this close? All my life it has always been about closed door. I got home and slam the door shut. Never did I ever bumped into dad unless its weekend night. He has always been busy and I don't really remember him being a dad.

As soon as we got home, dad led me to the living room. I saw my stepmom sitting there. She looked nervous than usual. I sit at one of the sofas.

Dad cleared his throat again "We talked to one of our friend and I would like to marry you off to the Do's" with that dad walked to his room leaving me deep in thought.

I couldn't protest because I know that there isn't going to be any other answer to that other than yes yes and yes. Aunty Z noticed my discomfort and that maybe she noticed from my expressions. She then explain "Heemin honey you see your dad's business is in chaotic situation right now and that we are facing bankrupt and to be able to save the business we have no other option than to marry yo-"

"That is just like selling me off" I cut her and looking straight. She startled a little from my replies. "I know you're upset but there's pros and cons in this"

"By selling me off like this?" "No geez! It wasn't going to be forever. You have the upper hand option. You can marry him off and leave him after and that is totally up to you but the Do's are your dad's friend and they've known each other for so long and they are willing to help your dad. Please I know you think that it's unfair for you. But please Heemin think of you dad. He isn't that young anymore"

I stood up and go to my room. Again I slam my door and shut everyone out

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AUTHOR POST 20/6/2015

I'm so sorry I neglect this story. It has been 2 years and this story is still incomplete. I hope you all can still support me and give me all the love and keep the comments coming <3