Hope

✌Fix things

I am currently at Home with vonté in our room...

I'm sitting on the couch watching tv...

Hey Lil ma what you watching?

I'm sorry Do I know you?

Whats wrong with you?

Are you dumb or do you not remember calling me a b****?!

Or cheating on me?

Well if you need proof she called five times and her lipstick is clearly on your neck..

When tf did this happen?

Piece it together...
The bloody nose is also part of it..

Who did that by the way?

Me...

You deserved it...

It was either that or Listen to you call me a b****...

So I punched you...

I.... Remember now...

Don't even say your sorry...

If you were it would have never happened...

He had no expression on his face...
He just grabbed some clothes and went to take a shower...

Oh wow.... We have nothing left here....
He has nothing to say for his self...

The anger made me get up and start throwing things at the wall...
When I was done I went in our room and laid down..

I have been up since 12 in the afternoon doing nothing but watching tv...

I'm tired...
I got home late last night cause I had to drive Jordan home and he lives far from the garage...

He was late for the bus so I just drove him..
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The lights went out and I felt him lay down next to me..

What are you doing?

Shh...

He climbed on top of me and held himself up with his hands..

Baby I know you may think I'm not sorry for the dumb $*** i have recently done...

But your mind is telling you all the wrong information..

I was hurt and upset thinking you cheated on me...
So I got high and cheated on you..

You really have been acting strange
And I just wanna know why...

Baby I'm in love with you...
And The guilt is slowly tearing me apart...

I know its tearing you up too since I heard the glass shatter and hit the floor..

These feelings are too hard to ignore...

So tell me baby What exactly have I been waiting for?

I feel like... Y-you don't love me...

Like your throwing the word around like it means nothing to you...