We spoke of something i've wanted so long I wanted to be closer to her when i thought this was no longer life but a dream.I couldn't believe what i kept reading off the screen.I felt our bond growing closer and closer as we spoke to each other.Everyday feeled wonderful when i spoke to her.Even if i couldn't hear her voice nor laugh nor see the pretty smile on her face.Just speaking to her made everyday better.The 1st person i could open up to who would listen to my problems.We may be far away from such an occassion but one day i hope to see myself in a formal outfit standing beside me my friends who've been by my side since the day we've met and then watching you walk down that aisle.Seeing your cheerful smile wearing a beautiful white dress that made you appear as an angel.But if that would become reality one day then i guess i'd see my self as worlds luckiest man on people's magazine.I would live life to the fullest knowing that me and her would be together forever.I'd see the world differently i'd do crazy things if she was by my side when i did them.I would feel invincible with her by my side we could do anything.The shackles that binded me would break away the day she would be mine.But that day im afraid to even say will never come but if i try and believe i can maybe she'll be truly mine someday.Several obstacles in between us as we spoke not to long ago the darkness reached out and cut us off from each other.We haven't spoked since that faithful day when i thought she was going to be mine.That the girl i've dreamed of having since 8th grade was finally going to be with me.If i could be with her forever then i would be truly happy my pursuit for hapiness would be complete.But my life may be cut short for the blades that pierce my heart will one day take my life.As i grow and time goes by this life i live worsens.But when i talk to my angel I forget about the troubles i have in this world.When were together i don't think about what i have to deal with at home.I charish the moments i spent with her my favorite memories.Are the ones i shared with her.
