Your all alone, just give up already, there's nothing here to stop u, nobody truly cares, u just let them play with your heart as if it were a toy, your just a prince; you've destroyed your own hope by loving someone to much and for so long, your hearts been broken at least twice if not more, and u hurt the ones you love the most.
Who says that u may ask. I do to myself, there's always a conflict in my head, if u were to listen inside my head all you would hear is a conflict, all I am is a war HaHa. Guess that what I get for being alive I guess. I don't know whats wrong with me. I hide tears with a smile, hide cuts with gloves, hide my face in my hair, I just hide trying to not let anyone know what's going on in my head, but I mean I guess I have to let someone know, you know what, fuck it, let everyone know how much of a fuck up I am, I don't care anymore. I'm done, I've given up and don't care anymore and I might as well cry myself to sleep.
Like how I usually do.
And I don't care if its short, I don't care about anything at all.
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Covered In Crimson Gems
Non-FictionPathetic, Insecure, alone. That's how they felt deep inside. They had seemed like a happy person with a happy life. Their head showed happiness, although their heart showed signs of breaking, of giving up. And well that person is me. This is were I...
