Nothing but a slut
The knife digs deeper into my arm
The blood seeping around the edges of the blade
I don't wince
I don't cry
Nothing but a slut
Using everyone
Not caring about anything
Light another cigarette
Put it out and start another
And another
And another
Till the packs gone
Nothing but a slut
Go to the mirror
Stare at the blood shot eyes looking back at me
The dark circles from the bruises
Lack of sleep
Make up covering how I really look
Fake
That's all I ever was
That's all I'll ever be
Nothing but a slut
Willing to die
Wanting to give up
To just take away all the pain
To make everything disappear
Nothing but a slut to him.
