I feel broken
I feel like I want to curl up and die.
i just got shot.
But no one hears my cry.
Even with the weapons gone.
The suicidal thoughts live on
With one day after another
She feels as if
She's just a worthless cutter
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Bottle in hand
Pops the lid
Says she will regret nothing
Like the scars that she has hid
Takes one last look
Just knowing that
It will be her young life she has took.
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Take one second
Take one knot
Take one chance
Take one thought.
Have the rope
All in hand
Tie it up
On the fan
With one step
With one breath
Every thing gone
With one death.
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Breaking
Snapping
Pushing to much
And eventually going over the edge.
Done.
One "click"
One second
One boo
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1 last breath
1 last sight
1 last hope
1 last fight
1 last cut
1 last cry
1 last knot
1 last goodbye
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Forever feeling her life is dying
But the doctors keep on lying
"Your daughter will be fine, just give her some time"
But she wasn't okay
Because your baby girl took her life today
She couldn't keep running
And she wouldn't stand living
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They'll say I died of suicide
But no one knows how much they've lied
It wasn't a rope a blade or pills
That broke my soul, and have me chills
I died inside so long before, to live each day, an end less chore,
Pills could not kill what was already dead
A twisted soul an empty head
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Do you wanna know her
Do you wanna try
Her life's a little complicated
Let me tell you why
She feels unloved unwanted
She cries 6 times a day
Her heart is nearly broken
She's in a lot of pain
She cuts herself to feel
That's how she plays her games
She smiles at the blade
Like blood is summer rain
Do you still wanna know her?
Do you still wanna try?
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Scarlet tears drip from each vain
A smile concealing all my lies
Screaming, begging, calling out, a final, frantic, desperate, shout.
This silver blade stays by my side
Because all hope has died inside
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With a knife,
In her hand
I don't think
She will ever understand
The self harm
Is not a way
Is not a cover
It's not a game to play.
She try's looks away
As the blade scars her skin
And everyday
she still says she's okay
