Your not alone

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Y/N pov

"natsu can you stop hugging me" i said but to be honest i didn't want him to let go.

"I am sorry Y/N i am so sorry....'' natsu said and he let go of the hug. " Don't be sorry you were just mad thats all. Its not like you ever cared about me." i said softly but i know natsu heard me."what do you mean i never cared for you, I cared for everyone in the school well except for gray that bastard" natsu said. 

"you cared for everyone but me......" i said softly and then a tear escaped my eye and natsu noticed it. "Don't cry i cared for you too an-" natsu was about to continue but i cut him off. "you never cared for me you only cared about the others if you "cared" for me you would have helped me you would have been there for me but you weren't" i said and natsu was about to hug me but i pushed him away.

"Natsu you should have just let me die" i said

Natsu pov

"Natsu you should have just let me die" i heard Y/N say. That made my heart sank even more wait not sank break thinking that i didn't care for her, thinking i didn't worry about her but i did i was worried. Why does she want to die. "If you died I wouldn't be happy" i said i wanted to grab her hand but she pushed it away. "YOU MAKING YOU HAPPY HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA DON'T MAKE ME LAUGH DRAGNEEL YOU JUST LOVED IT WHEN I WAS SCREAMING IN PAIN." she yelled at me and she was also laughing also crying. why? "Y/N calmed down i never hurted you" i said.

"WHAT YOU DON'T REMBER. YOU DON'T REMBER WHAT HAPPEN IN MIDDLE SCHOOL YOU BEATED ME UP UNTIL I STARTED COUGHING UP BLOOD OH HOW I REMBER THAT SMIRK. THAT SMIRK WOULD ALWAYS PUT ME THROUGH SO MUCH PAIN AND TO BE HONEST I LOVED HOW YOU BEAT ME UP I LOVED HOW I ONLY SEE RED YEA THE COLOR RED WAS ALL I SAW IN MY LIFE AND YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE I SAW IN MY LIFE SADNESS AND DESPAIR NOBODY WASEN'T THERE FOR ME WHEN I WAS LITTLE NO ONE I WAS ALWAYS ALONE AND YET I......I.....i......was alone the rest of my life....." Y/N said yelling at me and at the last part crying. I hugged her and she was crying in my chest.

"Y/N i am sorry i wasn't there for you i am sorry i was a jerk to you in middle school i am sorry i bullied you i am also sorry that you had to go through all that pain" i said hugging her tightly 

"You are not alone anymore because you have me now" i said.

Y/N pov

"You are not alone anymore because you have me now" i heard natsu say. I pushed him off and wiped away my tears. "your going to leave me alone i just know it you are just going to be there inly to hurt me again" i said in a cold tone. "I won't leave you alone I want to make you happy and I am dead serious. I will stop you from cutting yourself i will stop them bullying you and also i want to make you happy" said natsu smiling. 

"I don't believe you" i said. "well what do I have to do to make you believe me" natsu said."......".

"OH i know let me kiss you" natsu said and i hit him and i was blushing like crazy."NO YOU PERVERTED JERK AND YOU HAVE LUCY." i said. "I am going to break up with her." natsu said and that made me a little happy."why?" i said. "because i have someone else in mind and she is much nicer and funny and also a angel something that lucy never had." natsu said that made me sad because this girl that he is talking about is a great person i know it...... i wish i was her.

"Anyway you have nowhere else to stay why don't you stay with me for you to believe me" natsu said  smiling."but you hate me an-" i was cut off." i told you I won't leave you alone right so your going to stay with me wither you like it or not" natsu said smiling of course."if i said no what would you do" i said emotionless."I would kidnapped you and if you try to leave i would drug you to sleep" natsu said without a care in a world."Fine GEZZZZZ i will stay at your place" i said and i was a little scared of what he said too. "YAY and i would never do that too you. pick you up tomorrow once you get out of the hospital" natsu said and he was getting ready to get out the door. "Natsu" i said while he was about to step out of the door. "Yea" natsu said."ummm nothing sorry heh...heh" i said. "You know you look cute when you are nervous"natsu said and with that he left.

'that jerk why does he make me blush heh i guess thats why i liked him the first place and i think he will be the one who saves me what am i talking about he already saved me' 

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DONE DONE DONE sorry it took so long school and stuff but yea i hope you liked this chapter and sorry for any errors but i am done now whats going to happen when you readers stay with natsu DON'T CHA THINK WRONG but yea i don't own fairytail and also have a great day bye everyone and also always cherish your memoirs because you know i don't BYEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~












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