Cold
Dark
Silent
I am still as the weight on my chest grows
Piling higher and higher as the hot iron sears
Never cooling just burning and burning
A white hot pain that sears through my chest
Scorching my heart,
but never ending the pain
Then a bright light blinds me
Pushing away the darkness, taking away the cold
Until the sharp edge cuts my body
Slice
Slash
Scrape
Taking away the only protection that was always there,
Tearing away the skin that never felt right,
yet never ending the pain
The screaming
Useless
Worthless
Bitch
Queer
Straight to my core, for the wall cannot protect me any longer
The endless disappointments that I have "forgotten"
My screw ups, my fuck ups
Everything but the highs in my life
They are chaotic in my mind
Kicking at my back
Scratching through my chest
Feasting on my mind,
Please end the pain
Cold
Dark
Silent
I tend to my burnt heart
Place my skin over its original place
Attempt to put back the bricks in my mind
As much as I try, I cannot replace the pieces they have stolen
But there is only so much of my soul left to take
