Crimson Kisses - Alucard x Reader. (Romance.)

Chapter 12 - The Aftermath. (Mature.)

Warning! Contains Strong Language! & Explicit Sexual description!

____________________________

I walked through the cold, stone hallway straight faced and emotionless and continued past my room door. My feet were still bare, I was half dressed and covered in that vile creep Jan's blood and some of my own.

"(y/n), Where are you going?" Seras shrieked and began to flap her arms in a panic.

"I need a shower, Seras. I know what Integra said but I can't cope with all of this blood any longer." I sighed exhaustedly as I approached the guest bathroom, I pressed my forehead against the door, scrunched up my eyes and began to sob.

"Oh no, (y/n).. Please don't cry" Seras was genuinely concerned, she scooped her arm around my stomach, turned me around and held me against her. It was so warm and loving, it was a familiar feeling that helped me to escape this melancholy situation. I wrapped my arms around her, leeching on to the human like kindness.

"Thank you, Seras." I said sincerely as I wiped the tears from my eyes. "I just feel like I've been thrown into a terrible nightmare and my body won't let me wake up. I miss my boring old life, I may not have been able to remember my past but I had friends, a job.. I was pretty happy." I let out a deep breath before forcing a brave smile. "I'm going to take shower now, I won't be long." I began to push the door open.

"Okay, I'll be waiting right here. If you need anything please just shout me." Seras smiled sweetly as I entered the bathroom, she then closed the door behind me and stood with her back to it.

I began to peel off the small amount of blood soaked clothes I was wearing, dropping them one by one on a pile on the floor, they made a loud thud with the sheer weight of the liquid. I then walked over to the shower and stood behind the glass panel, I roughly slammed the power button on, not caring for the temperature, I just wanted this sticky, overwhelmingly metallic smelling liquid off my skin. I felt itchy and agitated, the thought alone was making my skin crawl and made me want to gag.

The water was cold, I slid against the tiled wall and sat under the heavy shower. The water on the floor ran a dirty, deep red, it was like something you'd see in a horror movie. I then tuned my vision to the glass panel, it reminded me of the previous time I was in here and how different the two experiences really were. Alucard.. I could visualise his blurry red silhouette and how my heart beat frantically when I caught sight of him. I let out a sigh and placed my arms over my knees as I put my head back against the tiles, I closed my eyes and let my mind shut down for a second. The moment was cut short as images of him began to flash in my head, it was his face, his beautifully handsome face, the thought gave me butterflies.

I smiled, stood back up and rinsed my hair under the shower head, the blood flow seemed never ending. I ignored it, closed my eyes again and escaped back into my thoughts. I could see him as clear as day stood in front of me, he was so perfect. I felt happy and content until the image was replaced with his wide eyed, insane grin, the same terrifying expression I had seen back in the conference room. I shook my head and turned off the shower before squeezing out the remaining water from my hair.

I then walked over to the towel rail leaving a trail of puddles on the slippery ceramic floor. I wrapped a large one around my body and began to ruffle my hair with a hand towel. I felt somewhat better, well at the very least cleaner.

I walked over to my bag, squatted down and started to rummage through my belongings, I picked out a silky, black chemise with lace detailing, matching underwear and a hair brush.