How one Irishman changed your life/ Asian turner x reader

Chapter 40

You took in the felt of Aidan's arms wrapped around you tightly and his warm breath hitting your skin while the covers laid over yours and Aidan's half naked body so you closed your eyes to only feel his lips peck a kiss on your shoulder so you turned around and then wrapped your arms around him to only feel him pull you closer so you rested your head on his chest then said

"Aidan are you scared"

As you said that you noticed his grip on you got tighter then you felt a tear hit your skin then you heard him say

"To be honest yes, yes I am scared , I'm scared that I won't be a good enough father, I'm scared of loosing my mother but mostly I'm scared  of loosing you"

As he said that you lifted your head and looked at him and said

"Scared of loosing me, Aidan I love you I will never let you go"

"No not like that"

"Well what do you mean"

"During brith, I'm scared if you die and I'm left with the kid or the kid dies and you die, if you die and if the kid dies my life wouldn't be the same not without you in it"

As he said that you kissed him and when you did he kissed you back and rolled you over so he was on the top and you where on the bottom then he pulled apart so you wrapped your arms around his neck and smiled then said

"Aidan you will not loose me and if you do and the child stays i would like you to move on and be happy and don't worry you would be a perfect father yea there will be times when the kid tells you that he/she hate you and wish they weren't your child and they will push you away but during life they will love you even more"

As you said that he smiled then kissed you so you kissed back to only feel him make the kiss go deeper so you smiled then he pulled apart and said

"What on earth would I do without you"

As he said that you smiled then let out a laugh and said

"What would I do without you"

With that he smiled then kissed you so you kissed back to only feel his hands move around your body and to feel his lips go from your lips to your neck so you let out a moan to only feel his hands go down your body to your legs so you out your hands in his hair and the next thing you knew you could feel his nice warm breath hitting your skin and you body and his body was intwined and you could feel him hold you tightly never wanting to let you go, never wanting to leave you.

In the morning
You woke to the felt of Aidan hugging you tightly while making little shapes on your shoulder so you smiled then lifted your head to see him reading a book so you kissed his cheek and when you did he put the book down kissed you so you smiled then sat on his lap to only feel him sit up and pull you closer so you moved closer to him then pulled apart and said

"Let's go for a shower we need to get ready your mum wants to see you remember"

With that he put your head on your chest so you rested your head on his to only hear him say

"I don't want her to die, Y/N I don't want to loose my mum"

As he said that you noticed he was crying because you feel the tears hit your leg so you tried holding back yours but you could so you pulled his head and said

"Aidan soon your mother will die I know it hands letting her go but just remember she gave you life, she cried when you cried, she wiped your tears away and she held you close to her so when she does die remember she died knowing her son became a fine gentleman and knowing that he is gonna be a daddy"

As you said that you wiped his tears away with your thumb and when you did Aidan wrapped his arms around your neck and said

"But the thought of never being able to see her or hear her voice"

Before he could finish the sentence you cut him off by saying

"Scares you I know I felt the same way about my mum dying but I'm here for you Aidan and I will help you get through it even if I cry I promise you I won't leave you ever you mean the world to me and I love you Aidan"

With that he hugged you tighter then kissed your shoulder and said

"I love you to Y/N"

When he said that he pulled apart so you got off of him
And held out your hand for him so he took then you pulled him to the bathroom and you guys had bath together with your head resting on Aidan's chest and him making shapes on your back or shoulder and you taking in the felt of his skin and your skin to hung while him trying so hard to not cry.

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