It didn't take long until Dan knew, and the more he tried to deny it, the more obvious it got. It was such a waste of time trying to convince himself otherwise.
Without doubt, he was in love with Phil.
It wasn't even a small crush, it was full-on, hopeless fucking love, and it was so painful.
Everything about that Phil made Dan want to just jump on him and kiss him, and he didn't know how much longer he could take this.
"Dan, are you sure you're feeling alright?" Phil looked really concerned. "You've been quiet for a whi-"
He was cut off by Dan grabbing the nape of his neck and pulling him into a quick but firm kiss.
Phil froze, and Dan pulled away quickly, staring with wide open eyes.
"Oh my god, I-I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to, I just, I'm sorry." Dan stood up and hurried to his room.
He closed the door behind him and sunk down on the floor, feeling tears forming in his eyes.
"Stupidstupidstupidstupid" he thought for himself.
It didn't take long until he heard footsteps, and soon there was a knock on the door.
"Dan, can you open the door so we can talk about this?"
"Phil, please. Just leave me alone, let's forget about all this." Dan begged.
"No."
Dan leaned his head back against the door and closed his eyes.
"Please, explain. I'm not angry or anything, just tell me what that kiss was all about." Phil continued.
"I don't want to, could you please just leave, I just want to forget that this ever happened."
A loud shuffling noise, followed by a quiet thump came from the other side of the door.
"You're not gonna leave, are you?" Dan asked.
"Not until you explain." Phil's voice was right behind Dan now.
None of them said anything for a few minutes, although it felt like hours.
"I guess I just" Dan began. "I couldn't"
He groaned in frustration, why was this so hard?
"Calm down." Phil mumbled. "Breathe."
"I guess I couldn't take it anymore." he wanted to kick himself for how stupid it sounded. "I just felt like I had to do something. And I'm sorry about the kiss, it wasn't fair to just jump on you like that."
"This is ridiculous, please, open the door." Phil begged.
"Why?"
"So I can punch you in the face for being an idiot. You're just assuming that I hated the kiss." he laughed.
"Well you didn't exactly show any signs of actually liking it." Dan frowned.
"Because you ran away before I even had time to react, and now you won't open this goddamn door!"
"If I open the door, will you still punch me in the face?" Dan said after a while with a huge grin on his face.
"I haven't decided yet." Phil joked.
Dan slowly stood up and turned the door handle.
As soon as the door opened Phil's arms were wrapped around him and their lips pressed together.
(A/N: Two updates in less than 15 minutes? Hell yes! I'm sorry if I spelled anything wrong or did some grammatical errors, I will blame the fact that I'm from Sweden. Anyway, chapter 4 coming soon, and do I even need to tell you guys what it will include? Anyway, bye!)
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FanfictionPhil finally decides to tell Dan that he's gay, and one thing leads to another... I have no idea of how to make summaries, I swear the story is better. (Will include smut in later chapter.)