Quotes and poems

#58

This is a story about a girl who is very quiet. She constantly feels alone, and thinks that she should just go home. Was she always this way? She used to be lively, she used to be pure. What exactly happened? I'm not sure. She had felt sad for a while, but it was when the bullies came when it got bad. They made her feel worthless then they want on their way, but thought it was so fun they continued it the next day. Days turned to months and months turned to years. They constantly tortured her making her go home in tears. She began to pretend that everything was fine but in reality she was dying inside. Her self esteem dropped, as did her grades. She tried to fix herself but memories don't fade. It hurt her so much she's scared to go to school, scared to leave her house and feels like a fool. She no longer talks, and she feels so alone. Now there's a twist in this story, for this girl is me. All I really want is to be free. The bullies are relentless, their words burn like ice. I can't help but think maybe one day they will pay the price. My experiences have changed me. Whether for better or for worse I don't know. But thanks to those experiences my self esteem is incredible low. I don't enjoy the things I used too, gosh if only they knew. If only they knew what their words have done to me. I sometimes feel as if I have no other choice then to flee. I want to be liked but at the same time I want to be forgotten. Maybe I wouldn't feel this way if the bullies weren't so rotten. I can't stand up for myself or it will make it worse. Even if I tell on them the bullying wont disperse. I don't want them to get away with it but I don't know what else to do. Does anyone have any suggestion, because honestly, I have no clue. I'm asking for your help, I'm reaching out. How do I defend myself in a way that won't make them shout.