Lights of Dawn (Old)

The Past Is Now (0-5)

0- Baby

"Why won't you shut up!?" A girl shouted at a tan, under weight baby that hadn't been fed or washed, or changed for at least 4 days. "I think you need to change her." A boy walks up to the girl feeling bad for the small child. "Ewwww! I'm not changing this THING!" She then hands the baby to the boy and runs off to the other kids their age. "Its ok baby, I'll take care of you." The boy whispered to the stinky, dirty wet mess of cuteness in his arms. The baby stops crying when she herd this. She looks up at the boy, and laughs.

1-Baby Adventures

"Shhh... I'll be right back, you stay here okay?" Jayce shoves me in the cabinet as the People came to investigate the orphanage for baby's up to 5 year olds. Thats when the People come and take you away, and your never seen again. "Waaahaaarbbbb." I mumble to him giving a wide eye look. "It's ok, I turned 6 already. I know how to blend in." He then closes the cabinet and I hear him walk away. I closed my eyes and cried silently, then fell fast asleep.

2-Birthday Party

"Happy Birthday To You!!!" Jaycen yelled at the top of his lungs as I smash cake in my face. "Hey! I want some too!" Jaycen looks at my icing covered face. I look at the cakey/icingy mess in my hands and hand him the part with the most icing on it. "Thanks." Jaycen takes the mass of sugary heaven from me and shoves it in his mouth. "JayJay!" I shout pointing at him and fall to the floor laughing. "Thats your first word. Oh my god that was your fist word! Good job!" Jayce picks me up and then takes a finger and scoop up some of the icing and lets me lick it off his finger.

3-Out Side

I look around in the warm open place. The mushy green stuff soft against my bare feet. The air smelt like sweet flowers, and the sun poured through the big tall brown monsters and their hands. "Hey, look." Jaycen come up to me breaking my aww struck gaze of the big place. "This is called grass. And the big brown things, yeah there called trees. The big blue thing up there thats the sky, and the wet stuff is water." Jayce takes me around, putting names on random things. "Thats a deer, and thats a rabbit, and a squirrel, and a fish, and a bird and a..."--"Whats THAT?" I say pointing to a big black thing. It was tall and weird looking. "A tree."--"No the other trees are brown and go all the way up. This doesn't." I go up and put my hand on the side of it. "Thats a tree. Well anyway lets keep going." He takes my hand and leads me further into the place called the Woods.

4-The People

"NO!!" Jaycen shouts as the People take him away by the arm. "Hey, kid stop screaming." the People person with brown shabby hair says to Jayce. "Why are you screaming like that?" The other People person with yellow hair in a band looks at Jayce like he was crazy. "Don't make me leaver her, please...." Jaycen then does something that surprises me. He lets water pour out of his eyes. Why is he leaking water? I looked at him and then run at fast as I could. When I reached him, I put my arms around him. "Wha-"--"Stop leaking water from your eyes." I say softly while looking up at him. "Are you two related?" The People person with blond hair asks. "Yes, she's my sister." Jaycen gives me a look that said play along. "Yes, He's my big bwoder." I try to give her my puppy eyes. "Well, how old are you?" The People person with the brown hair asked. "I am 5 years old." I say looking at him with a cold stare. I knew that he was going to keep me from Jaycen, and I didn't want him to go away to the other place because then I wouldn't get to see him for a long time. "Well then, you get to stay here for one more year." the People person with the brown hair laughs and then they both take away a shrieking Jaycen.

5-Alone

I walked around patrolling my territory making sure none of the kids decides to steal something of mine. I walk into my bed room to see a kid peeing on my matt. "Hey, thats my matt!"--'No shit sherlock. Now you have to share one with me." the kid snickered and finished peeing. "No, I'll just have to take yours." I say and walk over to his matt and step on it with my bare feet, which where dirty and had cuts and bruises all over them. "Um, no I don't think so. I only did this because I wanted you to make out with me."--"What does make out mean?" I looked at him with curiosity. "It means kissing. With your tongue." He smirked thinking that I knew what he was talking about. "What's kissing?" I was completely lost as to what he was talking about. "Come here and I'll show you." He made a face at me by moving his lips together and making a 'pwwt' sound. "You come over here." He sighs and walks over to me and grabs my face. "This is a kiss." He then brings his face close to me and his lips touch mine. What's the purpose of this exactly? Your lips are for eating not touching other peoples lips. Wait , is he trying to eat me?! "Get off! I'm not for eating!" I shout and push him away. "What, I'm not gonna eat you." He looked at me like I was crazy. "Then why are your lips touching mine?" I calm down just a little bit, but I just didn't see the purpose of it. "Because its a way of saying you like someone. You're suppose to kiss someone to let them know you care about them." he explain the whole reason of kissing someone. "Then why are you kissing me?" I knew he didn't like me yet alone care about me. "Because I want to touch you." He says smoothly moving behind me. His hand slowly moved down and went under my night gown. He touched the place where I would usually pee from, and I felt his cold fingers start to rub a part of me. "What are you doing!" I slapped his hands away, turning red. Why did I just do that? Why am I red? The boy was laughing at my face. "You look red! Now its your turn to touch me." he said pulling down his shorts to reveal a small stick. Well, it looked like a stick, but he just used it to pee. "Uh.... no thanks." I walk out of the room.

*Time skip*

I was dreaming when I herd laughing. I open my eyes to see 3 older boys looking down at me. "I like this one." The boy had blonde hair and freckles with light blue eyes. "Yeah, she looks so innocent." The one with black hair and black colored eyes reached down and grabbed my blanket. "Hey!" I shout at him and try to grab my blanket back. "Oooo, and she's feisty." the third boy was the biggest and he had brown long hair that he put into a ponytail. "Hey Dylin, what you want us to do?" The black hair boy addresses the brown haired one, unknowingly giving me his name. "John, you know what to do and DQ, you just do you." Dylin smirked as the blond haired boy named John grabs me by the legs, and before I could scream DQ put his hand over my mouth.

*Time Skip 2*

I woke up again in the woods on the ground with my hands tied together. I looked around to see no one. Then I herd a chuckle. "Well, I see you finally woke up after all that fighting. I figured you needed a good nap. You are five after all." Dylin walks up to me and kneels down to my level. "Untie me NOW!" I shout at him trying to kick him away. "Hey cool out squirt, were just here to have some fun." John comes from behind a tree and sits down next to Dylin. "Yeah, you'll be screaming our names once Dylin says the word." DQ shows up and hits Dylin playfully. "Alright, lets do this."Dylin comes over to me for I was trying to scoot away while they were talking. Thats when I get up and burst out running into the deep part of the woods. I knew these woods from the inside out, it was only the matter of whether or not I could out run them. "Gotcha!" DQ was obviously the most fit of the group because I almost out ran them, but I accidentally almost tripped over a rock. DQ slammed me on the ground and pulled my nightgown up. I scream but John pulls out a knife and says, "Shut up or you'll be cut up." he growls as he unzips his pants and pull out a medium size log and shoves it in my mouth. It tasted sour and smelt funny. I bit down hard, getting a cry from him. I was tossed away and beaten on. I felt pain beyond what I've ever felt, which says something for me since I've been in a LOT of fights, but unlike this in the end I won all of them. I felt something sharp cut my thigh and I felt my warm blood smear and become cold against my skin making my feel disgusting and sticky. That was only the beginning. I felt something push inside me and I herd John make a weird noise. "Ohhh man she's tight. SHIT!!" I felt someone take a knife and hold it against my throat. "We're gonna try this again girly, but this time instead of bite, suck as hard as you can." DQ growled and shoves himself inside my mouth. I did as I was told and was "rewarded" with gushy stuff that tasted like sour milk and bad hair cream product all together. I felt John push deeper inside me causing me to scream in pain as he grabbed and pulled on my hair. "Move over John." Dylin finally wanted some of the action, and found away to fit himself inside me at the same time as John. I felt my head explode with pain and I knew I couldn't stop them. I knew I was helpless against them and thats when I realized that this was my fault. I could have ran faster. I could have used the knife against them. I could have...(Passed out)