Our Confession

Moving to Australia

My father screaming at the roof top to my mother only begging to come with us to our new home. She still refused. Shaking as I layed in the bed staring at the colorless, dreary ceiling. My life was shattering as I could only stare and wait out the fight. A crash was heard as my eyes clenched shut, I knew this wouldn't end well. 'Could my life get any worse?' I thought to my self.

After ten minutes the house went quiet. I plugged my head phones into my phone and turned on my favorite song ' If they knew' by: Joel Faviere. I started to drift off into a dream less sleep. Until my door was swung wide open. I knew what was gonna happen but I was still frightened. My father stood there heaving as if he had just demolished a truck. In his right hand he had what we called the snake. It was his famous whipping belt. In his left hand he had a bottle of rum.

He took another swig from the bottle of rum. I sat there penalized and knew if I run it would definatly be worse. He finished the bottle and slthrew it directly at my head. That's when I knew I was going to be beat. The bottle had hit me directly on my face. ' great just another cut I will have to clean tonight.' My brother stood behind my father and I looked at him like he was crazy. But it was for the best.

Craig my brother had a pan in his hand. He put his hand to his mouth to hush me. My father was incoming closer to me. My brother followed quickly behind. As my father had raised his right arm ready to hit me. My brother moved quickly and hit him in the back of the head. "Shit!" Was my father words before he had passed out.

My brother was looking at me like i was dying.
" come here Kylie." My brother had said.
I was shaking from the blood cascading down my face.
He took me by my hand and led me to our bathroom.
" Sit on the counter lidley" he said. My brother called me by my Nick name when ever he felt sorry when he hadn't done anything wrong.
" I'm okay Craig. " I reassured him.
Craig looked at me as he grabbed the first aid. He knew this wasn't the first time I have had the rum bottle thrown at me. But we both knew I would have had more scars if he hit me with the belt. Craig moved my hair back as he saw the cut in my fore head. I winced as he applied hydrogen peroxide to the cut. It was about two inches long.

He looked at me with sorrow filled eyes. And I nodded and told him I am okay. He kept on as he had more to do. After we were done we had picked up my father and put him on the couch. Even though he hit me I still loved him. Me and brother looked around as we saw a bunch of boxes we were ready to move. I shook my head as I walked back to my room. My brother had followed me.

He opened his room door and went to bed. I had walked to the end of the hall and I closed my door. I walked to my chest of drawers and opened it. I had pulled out my black box. I saw my silver beauties as I opened them I could feel the release already starting. I took one and I could feel the joy inside. I took one and slid across the aching should of my arm.

I made six more and I felt relieved. I started to clean my wounds and I started to get sleepy. I turned on my music and I would listen to dark enough. My eyes started to slowly drift as i fell into a dream less sleep.

~dreaming~

I was walking down a dark hallway that stretched to a darkness of nowhere. A boy was all at the end. I was staring as if i had known the face.

He was moving closer as if he had known me. He got close as he was face to face. He cold hand was to the side of my burning cheek. He tanned skin lured closer to my ear.

"I will have you Kylie even if I have to chance you "  he paused, " you are mine kylie."

He slowly kissed my forehead and as he looked back he disappeared as if he wasn't there.

I shot up out of the bed and looked around as i head a light knock on my door.

I walked over to the door and cracked it open. My brother stood there on the frame with a goochy smile. I looked at him as he was being crazy.

He laughed and said,"go get a shower lidley." He paused " we leave to move in two hours.  Father isn't up yet so you have plenty of time."

"O-okay." I rubbed my eyes balls as i was walking to my bathroom. I turned and closed the door as i turned on the light. I walked and turned on the fossit. My head was starting to hurt as i was still tired. I stripped down of my black shorts and grey tanktop.

My cold body jumped into the warm confines of the water. My hair was flowing down the small of my back as i tossed it back. As I washed my hair the door opened.

"Uhm... who's there?" I asked scared as if it were my father.

"Dont worry it's just me sis" a relief wave flew okover me.  He was really close to me. He has seen me naked before but it was for a diffrent reason. That's another story for another day.

"Okay, what do you need?" I said

"Father is waking up you might wanna get out" he told me.

I turned off the fossit and stool my hand out. He had handed me my towel it's still sad I have a mermaid towel.
"Thanks." I said.
"No problem sis." He said.

I was getting out and my brother was brushing his teeth. I walked over and picked up my tooth brush. I started to brush my teeth as we listened to my music.
He looked at me like i was the funniest thing on earth. I spit and I started to walk out.

"Hey, u forgot something" my brother said.

"Huh?"

"No morning kiss??" He asked with a pointy face.

I couldn't say no to that face. He was just too adorable.
"Okay." I walked back over and kissed his cheek "good morning craig."

As I got dressed I wore my black tights with my black tanktop and red crop top. I had cut the bottom Rolf it off and the sleeves and made it into a crop top. I was working and making sure everything looked good on me. My brother just walked in.
I glared at him like he just did the stupidest thing.

"I could have been naked you know." I said.

"You weren't so stop acting liek I haven't see- never mind." He said.

Ughh he is so annoying, I mentally screamed.

" we're about to leave sis." I nodded as i grabbed everything I needed. I walked out of my room door. I knew this was the last day I would ever be here. Father was down stairs taking an asprin. I knew he would ask why his head hurt. I put my bag on my boxes. I was just really scared because we would be stuck with my father for 6th rest of my life. And I knew I would have to stop watching criminal minds.

I grabbed an orange from the fruit bowl. I was ready for the day. My brother gave me a keep your mouth shut look.

I was just so tired I nodded eventually we would have to tell him. But we keep many secrets from him. My brother was eating cereal when my mother came down stairs.

I looked at her she had everything packed. I looked shocked.

"Mum why is your stuff packed?"

" well, hunny I i am moving from here. I can't stay here. Sorry."

"Mom where are we gonna find you?"

She looked like she was about to kill me with her words. " you won't kylie." I stared in disbelief she was gonna leave without telling me her daughter where she was going.

My father sat up straight. He looked at me and my brother. There was a knock on our front door. I walked over and looked at a strange guy who was there.

" someone's at the door!" I yelled.
" who is it?" My father asked with a stern voice.
"It I don't know?" I said
My mother grabbed her bags and boxes she ooushed me out of the way. And ran out the door. I was in disbelief my mother cheatedon my father!!