Bulletproof Heart (Sons of Anarchy)

Jealousy

It was just yesterday Jax had left to go on a run and I already miss him. It sounds stupid I know but I've only spent little time with him and I can't shake the fact I have a big brother.

I hear the roar of a Harley pull up outside. I look out to see the prospect. I grab my helmet and sunglasses then head out.

"Hey Half-Sack" I greet as I get on his bike and we head to the clubhouse. We haven't been tailed since that black car. I don't know whether to be relieved or scared.

We reach the clubhouse and I get off as Half-Sack parks the bike. I walk into the clubhouse and take a seat at the bar next to Juice.

"Hey Bul, you not with Chibs? You two are usually joined at the hip" Juice says causing me to blush.

"No we aren't. If you must know, I have a feeling he's pushing me away" I frown.

"Why?" Juice asks.

"I don't know. It started when we were sparing, before Jax and the guys left to go on the run"

"Well that sucks"

"Life sucks but that's just how it is" I shrug holding back my real feelings for Chibs.

As the night went on Chibs and I barely spoke and it was bugging the hell out of me. I have to ask him why. He's sitting at the bar next to Piney. I walk up to him.

"Chibs, got a sec?" I ask.

"Actually I got to clean my guns and sharpen my knife" Chibs says getting up.

"I can help" I offer.

"Thanks but I don't like other people doing it, if I do it myself I know it's done proper" Chibs tells me.

"I've been cleaning my guns and other people's for a while, I know how it works" I say.

"Maybe another time" Chibs shoots me down one last time then leaves. I feel angry and hurt at the same time.

"You can clean my gun" Piney jokes and I glare at him. "Or not" I sit on the seat next to Piney where Chibs sat.

"He lied didn't he?" I ask Piney.

"Yeah" Piney answered.

"Do you know why he's avoiding me?" I ask.

"Nothing I can think of" Piney shrugs.

"Thanks anyway" I sigh.

"Bul want a game of pool?" Juice offers me.

"Sure" I agree. I walk over to the pool table and start setting it up while Juice gets the Cues.

"Let's make this interesting" Juice says with a big grin on his face. I look at him confused and raise an eyebrow.

"What do you mean?" I ask.

"If I win I get a kiss on the cheek and if you win...?"

"You have to dance on the strip pole in woman's underwear" I smirk.

"That's not fair" Juice says still with a giant smile.

"Life's not fair" I shrug smiling. "Deal or no deal?"

"I hate that show, deal" Juice agrees. We begin to play and the game seems to go on forever, although it's still fun. at first Juice was winning but I caught up and now we're drawing.

At this point the clubhouse is full of members and Crow eaters. We both have one ball left plus the black. I take my shot potting my last ball before moving onto the black.

"Dammit" Juice mumbles annoyed. I can't help but laugh.

"Don't worry Juicy I'll come shopping with you and get you some sexy underwear" I wink. I line my shot and he stands next to me. He's probably gonna say shit to put me off. As I'm about shoot Juice smacks my ass making me miss.