I'm Cherelle NOT Lovelle! (ON HOLD)

Two

It was my cousin Ambers 16th birthday party so I couldn't miss it. I loved Amber like a sister and even though she was only a few years older than me she was my role model. I smiled at my reflection in the mirror when I was done dressing up. Amber told me there would me a few olders there so I had to look more grown up. Which in other words meant fuck the jogging bottoms and put on a 'big girl' dress with heels.

To be honest I wasn't all about the girly shit but for her I was willing to give it a try and I'm glad I did. I was wearing a purple midi dress which stopped above my knees and black heels with gold hoop earing. Amber told me to wear my hair out for once and leave it curly. I had nice curly hair but I felt like I wasn't in control of it when it was out and curly. I always got complements when my hair was out but it made me feel uncomfortable.

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Me a Porsha got freshened up before jumping in the taxi. Porsha was wearing a bright yellow dress with purple heels and diamond studs. Are swag was on point and we hit the road. 

The place wasn't far from Porsh's house but we were in heels so we took a taxi. We were there in under 15 minutes and we could already hear the music blazing. I put away my shy self and brought out my party, outgoing side. As we got to the door Amber was there with Miranda. They both looked stunning and they gave us big hugs. Miranda was Ambers step-sister but there more like besties. I stepped in and guess who the first person I saw............Sha-fricken-mari. He saw me and his mouth dropped open. I thought he overreacting because I was looking okay, not that special. I walked over to the kitchen to get myself a drink. I was staying at Porsh's and only her older sister was at home cause her parents were away for the week so I was free to get as drunk as I liked. I might be a shy and quite person but when there's a party, I'm ready to party. I had already downed half a bottle of vodka and I was feeling funny. Porsh gave me the look which meant 'slow down'. I went to join the party. My song was on and I just started winning there on my ones in one corner. I felt a pair of soft hands grab my hips and a body press up on me. I couldn't help but smile to myself. So this body was capable of attracting some male attention. We must have been at it for ages, it was just song, after song, after song. He then lowered his mouth to my ear and whispered 'wanna drink babe.' I stopped dancing and turned around. Standing there smiling to himself was Shamari. 'Why you here,' I said screwing him. He laughed to him and asked me 'Babe why you so anti.' I seriously couldn't believe he was talking to me. He was such an arse to me in school and now he was here playing sweet. I didn't even answer him, I just walked to the kitchen to get another drink. I walked in to find Porsh snogging some random guy and I knew straight away she was drunk. I laughed and she looked up and winked at me before going back to snogging the boy. 'I see your friends having fun why don't you try having a little bit of fun,' his voice rang from behind me. I rolled my eyes and turned around. I was going to put this boy in his place. 'You know what your right,' I said seductively and slowly walking towards him. He licked his plump lips and watched my every move. When I got to him I walked right past him and snogged the guy who was standing behind him. HA! He did not see that coming. I broke away from the guy I was kissing and walked back to the table I was at before. Funny enough Shamari was still there watching me. 'Your right,' I said laughing 'that was fun.' He came over to me and grabbed my waist whilst pulling me unto the table. He stared at me deep in the eye and I was speechless. This was every girls dream and I was speechless. He leaned in to kiss me and I kissed him back. I was just caught up in the moment. Now I could see why all the girls in school and on road wanted a slice of him. He was perfect. Wait...what was I saying? I hate this guy! I pushed him back and walked out. DAM! I needed air. Walking to the garden I bumped into a guy. I didn't realise who it was. I just walked straight past him mumbling sorry. I was finally in the garden and the warm air embraced me. People filled everywhere and there were a couple of people in the pool. I sat on one on the beach chairs and shut my eyes. I felt someone sit on my lap literally crushing me and I knew it couldn't be Porsha. I opened one eye before opening the other. KYLE!! He got off me and I jumped up and ran into his arms. Kyle was like my brother. He was more than a brother he was... I don't know how to describe him... My... Husband. He left me in primary school because his dad had gotten a new job so he had to move houses and schools. I hadn't seen him since. 'What you doing here?' I said trying not to burst into tears. 'I moved back this morning,' he said twirling me around to get a good look. 'DAM! My baby's changed,' he said laughing. 'I have to say the same hunny,' I said checking him out. He had upgraded from pepper-grains to fresh waves and slit eyebrows. His skin was now darker but just right and I was pretty sure if a lifted up his light and dark blue polo, I would see a six pack. 'Come we get a drink,' he said dragging me over to the kitchen. We were both laughing about old times and when we reached the kitchen we were both holding on to each other to make sure we didn't drop to the floor. I fell right into Shamari and laughed in his face. Kyle helped me up and we went on drinking. Porsh was on the dance floor dancing like she would never dance again. I dragged her away from the guy she was winding on and introduced her to Kyle. They bonded straight away but by the time we woke up in the morning we probably wouldn't even remember the night.

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It was about 1am and people still filled the place. We were all mashed and I was winding on Kyle on the dance floor. I was just enjoying myself. I felt free and very crazy. 'I think I'm gonna throw up,' I giggled and walked to the kitchen. Shamari was there with some girl all over him. Typical him. He saw me and pushed the girl off him. I went to take a bottle of brandy but it was snatched out of my hand. Shamari was standing there with the brandy in his hand. 'Gimme the fucking dwrink arse-hole,' I slurrped as I attempted to get the drink out of his hands. 'Your gonna be sick, trust,' he said with concern in his voice. 'What do you kn-' I couldn't even finish my sentence. I ran to the sink and throw up. My head was spinning and I thought I was going to pass out. I felt someone hold back my hair as I throw up some more.

I washed my mouth and grabbed a mint from the cupboard. I wrapped my arms around the person and rested my head on there chest. I looked up and saw it was Shamari and I pushed him away. 'Why can't you just leave me alone,' I said frustrated. 'Cause I like you,' he said quietly. I laughed. 'You don't like me, your a womaniser, you aren't capable of loving someone, your a fucking man hore,' I said walking away but he grabbed me by the arm and made me look him dead straight in the eye. He looked pissed off and I'm not gonna lie I was as scared as hell. 'Are you takin' man for some next dick head. Do you know who I am?' I was too scared to talk. 'Oii Cher your missing it Porsh is gonna jump in the pool.' Kyle said from behind me. I couldn't move I was in so much shock. 'Cher... Are you alright? ...... Who's this?' he asked eyeing Shamari. I wasn't moving so Kyle dragged me into his arms and I started crying. 'He was bein' mean to me,' I said as tears rolled down my cheek.

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Kyle had taken me upstairs to sort my face out because I had mascara running down my face. We went into Ambers bedroom and lay on the bed