kid flash x robin book 1 (everything)

a kiss

hey everyone,  just wanted to make it clear there is yoai in this book and if you don't like it feel free to read any of my other books that are not based on guy men and their love, thanks. 

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"shit" said robin, thinking of everything he had on his mind. it wasn't to easy to balance his life and everything that was in it, work, school, being a hero to others.

"what?" said kid flash as he looked at robin, wondering what is up with his best friend. his mind  a maze, it wasn't easy to get in or out when you did get in.

"nothing" said robin, lying to kid flash not wanting him to having to have what he had to deal with on a day-to-day base, though he already did in his own ways, believe it or not, it may have had some things harder then robin. 

"are you sure?" said kid flash as he run in front of him truly wanting to know what was on his very good friend's mind, wanting to be the friend robin was to him. robin could lie very well but not to wally, not to his best friend, not that robin liked to.  he could tell when something is up.

"yeah" robin said as he was looking again to kid flash holding back. robin held back a lot most of the time, it wasn't easy but he knew it was for the best.  

"okay if you say so" said kid flash not wanting to push robin since his friend was clearly under some form or kind of stress.

"do you ever wonder what wound have happened if you were not kid flash?" said  robin as he sat on a chair on the roof top they were on. robin asked himself these a lot, did the world really need him? as robin? or was he just one person that never changed anything and maybe even hurt somethings, or.. even some people, but that was his fear, never to do it to wally, never..

"yeah. I mean of course. don't we all question our purpose sometimes? " said kid flash as sat next to robin with a smile planted onto his face like clockwork. smiling was something wally was good at, great at. he could make a sad day happy, without even trying.

"sometime's I think what would I be if I was not robin, who would I be? would I be the same? how much difference do I really make. I don't know" said robin and was truly thinking that the world would be better without robin. better without him, as a person and as a hero, not killing himself but just.. going, leaving, anywhere, somewhere, but not here, not now. to a different planet, never but somewhere in the sticks maybe, a cabin and some fresh air to clear up things.

"you would still be you. but most of all my best friend, that'd never change no way. I'm always here for you" said kid flash as he looked into robins eyes deeply, into his endless orbs. he could feel some kind of spark in his soul when he looked in robin's eyes. it was a force. a power. robin moved a bit closer kid flash feeling the same spark, the same light in his soul. could it be? no, they had never had this kind of lust.. this kind of.. love? 

"really?" said robin, not sure if he was just saying that to make him feel better, which he would most likely not do, but it wouldn't shock him to much. he wanted to know, this dancing, this singing in his eyes and in his soul, he wanted more. to feel it more, deeper in him.

"or.. maybe a bit more, then friends" said kid flash as they both felt it. they looks they had. the feeling of bless. right there. kid flash met lips with robin into a sweet, sweet kiss. but it didn't last to long as robins phone rang loud. so loud they stopped as both men blushed madly, very madly. robin took the call quickly, lord knows what would have happened if, that happened any more.

"I'm sorry, I have to go" said robin, hoping to not brake their friendship but his body was still buzzing from the short but yummy kiss. it was powerful but he didn't have the meaning just yet, but the lust, the love was there, a little flower.

"yeah.. see you around" said kid flash feeling unfinished without robin as robin left kid flash watched, then kid flash went home to think about everything that had happed. wally sat on his bed and relived the memory of kissing robin. robin's warm, soft welcoming lip's on his. wally wanted that wally headed over to robin's to tell robin the true love he had all ways had for him deep down.