July 15, 2013 2:27 am
Dear Diary,
Can't sleep So i Guess I'll Write Today.
One day you'll wake up and think that you are the most beautifulest thing in the world but not for me.
My Name is Jamika but you can Just call Me Mika, Jammy, Jams, or Cookie, I Have A Hard Life. Nobody cares For Me. I Live alone, In a cold house. I Haven't Had the chance to ever love again ever sense I lost the love of my late boyfriend. We had everything we could possible ever asked for, love, Care, Money, Happiness. But It at ended Two Weeks ago at a drive by. Lord knows I never wanted this to happen but Hay Things happen for a reason, And my reason I just haven't Found yet. Now I Lay alone In My Bed Crying every night for His return.. I Guess I Have To get out of That.. because There is no coming back , There is just no coming back. Life Is going To Be Hard To Bare Now I guess... well I Guess I'll Go To Sleep Now That I Got That Off My Chest.
Never Again Will There Be Love,
Annie
The Next Day
I repeat my daily routine of getting ready to go to school. I Got dressed In this: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=89768401
Ater I Got Guess i Headed Out To My Car and Drove To school
At School In the Hall
I walk In The School And I feel like eyes are just looking at me... I want to cry, I'm not used to be giving this look anymore, I haven't been to school sense my baby was killed what do i do
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