This is the Story of a Girl.

Heartbreak. Heartache. Thats what love is. That is what love leads to. Once Upon a dream, I used to believe in love. I used to believe in happiness, and soulmates. It's all a lie. Its a demented illusion created by the devil to make you believe that you can be happy. And then, before you know it its over and you end up miserable place that humans have labeled "heartbreak". I don't know what made me so stupid. What made me believe that it could be real. When everything around me is clearly falling apart. No relationship in my life has ever lasted. No relationship that I've ever seen has ever made it. Married people that I know hate each other so, I guess it was my fault to believe that I could be in love and it be true.

Right now, I'm trying to decide what to do with myself. Right now, I'm trying not to hate everybody. I mean it's got to be me right? When the guy you're in love with puts you in the bestfriend zone, oh honey, it's most definately you. When your mom hates the air you breath, and your dad is too hung up on your step mom to know you exist, it's you.

So this is my fault. And now I must deal with it. And try to paint my beautiful face happy and hope no one sees the truth in my big brown eyes. Maybe this is a lesson learned, never fall in love. Thats my motto now. Cause love is only there to make the fall to sadness a lot worse than it needs to be. So I don't want a part in it. I am the heartless, cold girl. At least thats who I am trying to be. But I guess both you and I will see how that turns out.