Tonight's dilemma... Who do I trust?
How do I know who really has my back? I don't expect perfection, but how do I know someone who has betrayed me won't betray me again? How do I know someone who seems perfectly trustworthy won't turn on me?
And we're back to a lack of confidence in my ability to distinguish.
So I hold myself back from people, afraid to show my weakness, afraid to show my need.
