Markjin One Shot

MEMORIES

Mark waited Jinyoung back from his work. He know that Jinyoung busy with his class and club activities. He. Understand that but his heart keep beating like crazy for what had happened this morning. He live with Jinyoung because they are a couple. Mark turn on the TV and the door opened. Jinyoung enter slowly and shocked when he saw mark watching the TV with his red face. "Hey mark, still not sleeping? Come let sleep now." Jinyoung said and mark with am agry face push Jinyoung away. "What is this Jinyoung? Can you tell me what happen? Do you really loved me?" Mark shout while throwing the TV remote to Jinyoung. Jinyoung looked at him with a weird face. "What's wrong? What did I do?" Jinyoung ask and mark slap his face. Mark walk to the heir room and start packing his clothes. Jinyoung eyes wided when he saw what mark did. "Hyung! What happen?" Jinyoung ask while hugging Mark. "Fuck you Jinyoung." Mark said and push him away. He looked at Jinyoung and said " we serious broke up now. You never treat me well Jinyoung. I felt like a trash. Now I'm gonna go." Jinyoung run to Mark and said sorry while crying.

Jinyoung pulled Mark hand to sit in the sofa. Mark followed him. "Hyung believe me. I just don't wanna to see you hurt. That why I hide it." Jinyoung said with a sad voice. He know that Mark won't listen to him but he still wanna try. "Fuck you Jinyoung. I hate you. Love is not only sharing the happiness but all the problems that we had, we need to share it and solve it together. You promise me that you will never hide anything from me right. But you fucking lie to me now." Mark said angrily. Yeah. They are the most happy couple in front of others but the fact is, they fight almost everyday. They also had problems when Jinyoung ex come back make their relationship more complicated. Jinyoung still hide everything that he need to face with his ex. He don't want Mark hurt like before when sungcheol met him and made Mark hurt. It hurt Jinyoung too. So, this time he decide to hide it but Mark know about it already. Jinyoung trying to stop Mark but this time Mark really pissed off with him. Mark pushed Jinyoung until jinyoung fall down. Mark walk away and never looked back.

1 month later.

Since jinyoung and mark broke up. Jinyoung live in a messy life. He cried everyday and keep sending messages to Mark but never got a reply from him. He know that Mark completely leaving him. Jinyoung ignore all of his friends and his studies. He don't know where is Mark now. He keep blaming himself.

Jinyoung walk to Mark bed and lay on it. He cried again and send a message to Mark that he want one more chance but Mark never replied it. He looked at his phone and smile. His mind keep playing the moment when they broke up. Jinyoung know there no way to they get back together. He watch a TV and saw a news about Mark and Jackson. They were a happy couple and they gonna be married in 2 days. Jinyoung smile when he watch mark smile with Jackson beside him. Yes. Mark already the best model with Jackson. "Mark ah. Be happy with him. You always smile when with him right? I never make you feel that way. " Jinyoung said when he saw mark hugging Jackson and he cried. "Mark hyung. This will be my last message. I won't disturb you anymore and never beging for a chance after this. Please be happy and always smile like that. You are the most important person for me. Mark ah. I'm sorry for everything and congratulations for you marriage with Jackson. I might be not there but I always pray that you will be happy. Mark ah. I love you and I really love you. Mark ah good bye." After he send that message he walk to the kitchen and take one knife. He cut his waist. His vision become blur and he feel that he hard to breath. Slowly he close his eyes and the Mark vision slowly disappear.

Mark walk to his room after after he and Jackson annoce about the date that he will get married. He walk to his table and saw at his old phone. There said that I received one message from Jinyoung. I opened the message and slowly my tears fall. Jinyoung ah. That the only thing that he can thinks. He will never get a message from him again. He feel so wrong and sad. His heart feel so hurt. He take his phone and run to Jinyoung house. When he wanna out from his new house, Jackson stopped him with hugging him. Mark pushed Jackson. "I'm sorry Jackson. I have something to confirm." Mark said and run again. He run until he reach in front of Jinyoung house. He knock the door but ni one answer it. Mark hols the knob and the door is not lock. He walk slowly into the house and he looked the house really messy and smell. Jinyoung is not the type of messy person. Now he know that Jinyoung really suffering when he left him. Mark walked to the room but no one there and he walk to the kitchen. His eyes became wide with he saw. Jinyoung lay on the floor with his blood spread on the floor. Mark tears fall down and he called the ambulance. The ambulance arrived a few minutes after he called and he followed the ambulance until he reach to the hospital. They took Jinyoung to the emergency room and hr called Jackson to tell him what had happened. The doctor came out. "I'm really sorry that we can't help to save him. He lost so many blood and he is late to get a helped. I'm sorry. We already trying our best to save him." The doctor said and walk away leaving Mark feel empty. He saw Jackson run to him and Mark looked at Jackson with a confuse face. Jackson hug Mark and that make Mark cry hard in his hug. "He is gone now." Mark said slowly and Jackson keep hugging him while stroke his back. He know about them.

The doctor came to mark and give Mark a Jinyoung phone. Mark quickly looked at the message and he cry after he saw what Jinyoung write for the real last message. "Mark ah. Until I died I will still love you. I don't know how to ignore this feeling. Mark ah is there any chance for us to get back like before. Mark ah I'm sorry that I never make you happy and always make you feel like a trash. Mark ah be happy with him. He is the one for you. You will be happy with him. I will waited up there and always protect you. Mark ah I can't hold my feeling anymore. I'm sorry Mark and I love." He cried and looked at Jackson. "I don't want to get married now. Jackson ah. Will you be my friend?" Jackson looked at Mark and smile. He nodded. He know that he will never make Mark loved him. He kissed Mark forehead and walk away. Mark walk back to Jinyoung house and clean the house. He gonna live here because here have Jinyoung's memories. He take a deep breath and clean the Jinyoung blood. "Jinyoung ah. I love you. Jinyoung ah waited me know here okay and here I will live with our memories until I died."