My life as an out cast

Chapter six

I woke up and realized that this was not my bed and I started to panic until I remember what happened yesterday.

*Flashback*

Me- Lucas *yawn* lets go back I'm tired

Lucas- Yes my lord
( I'm sorry I had to put this in there all the black butler fans know what I'm talking about)

We started to walk and then I started to get really tired like to the point when I was going to pass out, and that's what I did. I felt the nice warm sand on my body as I fell. Thank god Lucas was there I could feel him laugh and pick me up bridal style and take me back. Lucas made sure not to wake up Jade so when he got to the car and saw everyone their he shushed them and pointed to sleeping Jade and they nodded and quietly said.

Violet- We'll go take Jades car back and sleep at her house. Oh and if she starts sweeting and moving around in her sleep then that means that she is having a nightmare but by how good today was she probably won't have one.

Lucas nodded and carefully put Jade is the back seat and told James to drive to his house and then get their cars and leave. They nodded and James drove to Lucas house and when they got there they got in their cars and drove home so Lucas carried Jade to his room and took off her glasses (did I mention that she wears glasses since I do I'm sorry I didn't) and undid her ponytail and let her black and magenta colored hair flow on the bed. Lucas just stared at his love. But then he thought that that was creepy so he quickly stopped and got into his pjs and lays next to her. He kisses her on her forehead and Jade smiles and continues sleeping.

* End of flashback*

Me- Oh yeah that happened

Lucas- Good morning *stretches and yawns*

Me- Good morning

Lucas- How did you sleep * pulls Jade closer*

Me- Wonderful since I knew I was safe with you

Lucas- Aww that's so cheesy

Me- * playfully pushes* Shut up!

Lucas- * leans in for kiss*

Me- *stops with finger* Morning breath. I don't think so

I get up and brush my teeth and I make Lucas brush his and he comes out with his arms out.

Lucas- So can we kiss now

Me- Yes

We then kiss so passionately and we were just there for what felt like hours but it was only about two minutes.But that's what Lucas made me feel like that we were the only people on the earth.

Lucas- *breathes heavily* I love you

Me- *breathes heavily* I love you to

Lucas- I really mean it though I really love you to the end of time even if we're not together and I would understand if you didn't want to be with me-

Me- W-What are you talking about I would understand if you didn't want to be with me I'm fat and I don't really have the most awesomeness past and-

Lucas- Jade you are not fat you are beautiful and curvy remember that. And what is so wrong about your past

Me- Well when I was little like ten years old I was anal rapped. By my best friends grandfather and after it he called me fat and pathetic and I was just a waste of his time he then left me in the dark the warm welcoming dark.*starts to cry*

Lucas just sat there with an sad and worried expression on his face and he just hugs me tightly I was very surprised by this but then I hugged back and I cried on his shoulder and he patted my hair and he was crying to I felt so safe in his arms while he was holding me.

Lucas- I'm an so sorry Jade I didn't know that happened to you I wasn't trying to make you sad I didn't mean to ask about it and look at me.*picks ups jades head*. You are not pathetic and you are not a waste of time you are the most lovable person in the world and I will never forget that. That man was obliviously blind or something because you are not fat your are curvy. Jade you are my life. And I want you to be happy with yourself.

Me- HOW CAN I BE HAPPY WITH MYSELF IF PEOPLE CONSTANTLY REMIND ABOOUT WHAT I LOOK LIKE HUH!!!!

Lucas- Those people don't know you,they don't know how wonderful you are on the inside. They don't know the Jade I see.

Me- I know what you see. A weak,fat, nobody that's the only reason that you like me don't you? Because you think I'm weak don't you?

Lucas- Jade you know that's not what I meant. Why would you think that? How come you can't trust me?!

Me- Really? Why can't I trust you? Well I don't know... THE LAST GUY THAT I TRUSTED RAPPED ME AND BASICALLY TRIED TO KILL YOU GUYS!!!

Lucas- Jade I-

Me- BUT IM SUPPOSE TO TRUST YOU RIGHT? BUT NOW I BET YOU DON'T EVEN WANT TO BE WITH ME!

Lucas- Jade there's not a day in my life where I don't want to be with you. I love you so much. I ALMOST FREAKING DIED FOR YOU!! How can you not see that I love you. And trust me I want you to feel safe with me but obviously you don't.

Me- Lucas I-I'm sorry. I just can't really trust anyone like that now. But I do feel safe with you because your the guy who saved me from that evil jerk of a man. And I thank you for that. I'm sorry that I yelled at you. I just have so much hatred build up about this whole situation.*starts to cry* I didn't mean to hurt you.

Lucas- No no no Jade you didn't hurt me I should be the one apologizing. I don't know half of the stuff that you go through everyday and I should get to know you more and give you time for you to give me your trust.

Me- Really? Thank you Lucas your the best boyfriend a girl can ever have

Lucas- I know

Me- *playfully pushes* Oh shut up

Lucas- I can't because I'm talking to you my love

Me- Have I ever told you that I love your voice

Lucas- No. But you can

Me- I love your voice

Lucas- I love you

Me- I love you too

( Hey my awesome readers guess who is snowed in and have nothing to do but read and write and listen to music. THIS GIRL!!! Yeah we are snowed in because of a big snow storm or a blizzard if you will so I going to try to take this time to write and give you guys some good chapters. I'm sorry that it takes me so long to publish with school and editing the whole story it's pretty hard to keep up. But I can do it that's what life is about I just gotta push through the bad stuff. Anyway don't forget to vote,comment, and go ahead and share!! Until next times my loves!!!!