The first day of school I remember waking up too thinking.. wow I'm finally in highschool about time. My mom wakes up the same time as me so OFCOURSE I was awake. I woke up already had my outfit ready and was ready to go. Before I left I had to look at myself in the mirror and say "this is the year everything is gunna change" WRONG! I was so wrong I didn't even notice. My bestfriends kierra and chonell made sure I was ok knowing me I wasn't.
-Goes into the building-
The hallways were so crowded ofcourse the seniors were tall and yes as a freshman I was scared I didn't know what to do. I saw my friends and I felt safe and normal. Going to the classes I didn't know who the teachers was and this one teacher just kept talking and talking I was waiting for her to shut up. I was just imagining it was the last day of school but sadly I counted and it made me feel worse also I thought about the years I was gunna be here. I just wanted to die inside and honestly I don't know why I tried to communicate with the so called popular kids because they won't honestly but I guess they think so. Why not let them think it right? I guess I'm just shy I mean yeah around my friends no problem with talking but around other people I would just laugh. Sad thing is the jokes are not even that funny but I laugh anyway because I try to fit in what a waste of time. When I saw my bestfriends I felt like we were in middle school again like we were free nothing could touch us. Even the one time we ran away from ms.curray she was so pissed but it was so fun. Honestly I wouldn't lie it was worth that referral. Long story short I thought highschool was shit but it's not. Just choose the people u fuck with carefully they can fuck you over! Just saying well that's my first day it was longer but I wanted to sum it up.
-B
