I woke up laying in a freezing pitch black room.
The basement.
Great I'm in our basement out of all places I could wake up. Not that I haven't before. But why'd I go to sleep anyway. Was I tired, no I couldn't of been.
Well screw this I'm cold. I slowly sat up and it hurt like hell.
My vision blurred.
Not good, not good at all. When my vision finely focused after a few minutes I just kinda sat there on the cold cement floor. I hate this basement.
All its full of is bad memories.
Never mind that may elbows were starting to hurt from leaning on them. I started with my left side first going slowly from my elbow to my hand then did the same with my right side.
Leaning on my hands now I bent me legs so that they folded close to my chest removing the pressure off my hands and wrists by leaning into my legs and wrapping my arms loosely around them.
Taking in a deep breath.
I don't even remember what I did to deserve such a horrible life. Why me out of all people in the world god, if there even is a god, chose me.
People say that some one else always has it worse but doesn't that mean someone else always has it better. Yeah real logic some people need some.
Like there are cops but it doesn't mean everyone's safe. Because people who are cared about are the people who get helped first. Right? Yeah I'm absolutely right.
It's like only the people who want help get help but that's wrong. Wrong I tell you. Some people just don't know how to get help. And when they learn how to get it they're to far gone to get it.
I would get help but I'm one of those people who cares about others before them self.
But what I don't get is why I care for everyone else but no one cares about me like right now I'm sitting in a freezing basement at my own house yet no one cares because it one for all not all for one.
I used to believe that superheros and magical beings existed but I forgot that dream along time ago. Not because I chose to no its because people showed me how cold and disgusting the world is.
I got a reality check.
I don't remember falling asleep but I eventually did.
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