I think dark thoughts,
I think them lots.
Half the time I want to die,
Forced to lay completely alive.
Death is my savior,
I go there for help.
I cut because of others bad behavior,
I need help.
I wish I could get rid of this,
But it's a part of who I am.
Forced to blow a kiss,
And commit so many sins.
My mother says it's bad for me,
My friends all ask what they've done to me.
I say it wasn't your fault,
You had no say,
I know you really wouldn't hurt me
Intentionally.
I need to stop,
Let the knife drop.
I'm just compelled,
To hurt myself.
l know its not right,
That still won't stop me,
I'm full of if's, when's, maybe's, and might's,
I don't know if I'll ever stop,
I'm like a rock.
Don't want to move,
Don't want to stop,
I gotta go,
And just like that,
I fall to my doom.
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My song
PoetryThis is going to be a one part story, maybe more if I feel like it, and I'm going to write a song. Well, I've written the song. I just let my feelings poor into it, and it kind of sucks. Its really short. I'm doing this for a kind of therapy in a wa...