Song two

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I think dark thoughts,

I think them lots.

Half the time I want to die,

Forced to lay completely alive.

Death is my savior, 

I go there for help.

I cut because of others bad behavior,

I need help.

I wish I could get rid of this,

But it's a part of who I am.

Forced to blow a kiss,

And commit so many sins.

My mother says it's bad for me,

My friends all ask what they've done to me.

I say it wasn't your fault,

You had no say, 

I know you really wouldn't hurt me

Intentionally.

I need to stop,

Let the knife drop.

I'm just compelled,

To hurt myself.

l know its not right,

That still won't stop me,

I'm full of if's, when's, maybe's, and might's,

I don't know if I'll ever stop, 

I'm like a rock.

Don't want to move,

Don't want to stop, 

I gotta go, 

And just like that, 

I fall to my doom.

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 22, 2016 ⏰

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