Here I am on this day
The world beholding as i lay.
I walk down the lane of sorrow and pain
only to find myself walking into my own grave
Others sit and pray for my grave to come another day.
If i pray, it will only be for an early beholdment of my soul.
The earth and i would become one.
From the soles of my shoes
to the holes in my heart.
I realize that my life was a complete waste of time
And yet i still walk in this direction
hoping to find an early end to my suffering
to stow the pain away
Perhaps one day
my domain
Will be just a memeroy
and i
will finally rest.