You Chose Me? (Ginnifer And Josh Adoption Story + A Jared Gilmore Love Story)

Apologies

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Elize- "And then the little prince finally fell asleep. " I say finishing the story I see that Oliver is asleep so I go out of his room and downstairs. I see Ginny and go to her "Hey Ginny?" I ask and she turns around "yes?" She asks. "I wanted to say I am sorry for saying I hate you, and the swearing." I say and look down. She says "Its alright sweetie, you wouldn't have said that if I didn't send Jared the video." I smile and say "I forgive you for that. " she gives me a weird look and says "Why?" I smile and say "He thinks its cute." I say. Ginny squeals and claps her hands, "that is amazing!" She says. I laugh and see that it is 4:30 in the afternoon. Ginny says "I'm gonna make dinner, it will be ready in a half an hour." I nod and go to my room while she goes to the kitchen. I go in and look at my twitter feed.

'You are so ugly, go do everyone a favor and kill yourself. @ ElizeGD' Someone said. I tear up a bit and keep reading,

'@ ElizeGD ew you are so fat! You are a worthless piece of shit.' Another wrote. I let the tears fall but continue to read.

'@ ElizeGD You're hideous! Just go kill yourself already!' Another one wrote.

I read a few more, but can't take it any more. I run to my bathroom that goes off from my room and go to my secret place for my blade. I get it and roll up my sleeve and make sure to grab a red towel. I take the blade over my skin. I go over it again and again, going a little deeper each time, I stop when I feel like I'm about to faint. I grab the towel and clean up all the blood. I then press it over my arm and hold it for a few minutes. I take the towel away and rinse my arm in cold water. After that I dry my arm and bandage it up. I roll my sleeves down and go back to my room and put my hoodie on. "Dinner's ready!" Ginny yells. I grab my phone and go out. I see josh and oliver and josh asks "Whats wrong? Why were you crying?" "Oh I was watching saddest Once moments on YouTube." I say. He chuckles "okay." I go downstairs and sit at the table and Ginny asks me the same. "I was watching saddest Once moments." I respond. She laughs a little and says "alright, well, get your food." I nod and grab the fork for the hamburgers and take the smallest one. I then get some vegetables. I eat slowly. Ginny and josh finished theirs 10 minutes ago and are feeding Oliver. I finally finish and go upstairs after I put my plate in the sink. I go to my bathroom and make myself throw up. When I'm done I go to my bed. I lay down and sigh. Looks like I'm going back to my old ways.

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I'm sorry about this chapter, but I have already planned this book for a while. This is because of a few things in her past, and it will all make sense some time in the next few chapters. ❤

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