Coming Down : Take it out on me Part 2

Why now?

Hey sorry again for not updating really I'm such a terrible writer but I'm here now and I got some new ideas warning if you are weirded out in any way possible please stop reading this chapter this is a lemon that will have sexual content thank you and please continue reading my story.

Tabbys pov:

We have been walking for ages it seems me and Alex try to keep the kids going but ever since the damn car broke down we were forced to walk them. I felt bad for them yes but only because they couldn't handle this much walking they never needed to, that is till the war was planned out. Hearing them complain they are in pain when we have many more miles to go is starting to annoy the hell out of me. Some of the other adults they help some but they just can't take walking this far.
  I was knocked out of my train of thought when Nikki and James came to my side. Their faces firm with determination and the way they keep looking down reminds me of when Jazmine lost Cameron, the same old lost and empty worrying feeling that plasters their faces. We've all been through a lot, lost so much and had no choice but to push on. It's our job now we have to move on, we can't keep thinking what we could've done to save those we loved and cared about. I felt bad for them, their mother is at war and they don't know if she is alive or dead and the pain of knowing the possibility of Jazmine dying isn't what they should be thinking. But what they do with the knowledge of worrying about their mother will be up to them.
   "Do you think we'll make time?" I look to Nikki and I look back to the group. Nikki was forced to come with me mostly cause Jazmine couldn't deal with loosing her kids. But they've gotten stronger. I wondered how to answer without promising them the wrong thing.
"Nick we'll be find we got eachother that's what mom always says so long as we have each others back and we keep moving we will be find." James said. He was acting more and more like his mother by the minuet and I'll be damned if that was a bad thing.
"Moms not here we don't know what she would say right now." Nikki argued. Why the hell am I in the middle of this? Am I suppose to smack them? No I don't think that's right.
"Nikki look around! The damn car broke down we still got 10 miles to go and it's getting dark out! If we don't do something these kids will die!" James stopped in his tracks and stared at Nikki.
"So we go and find a place to sit down they need to rest anyway! And they aren't going to die what are you trying to do scare the living shit out of them?!" She swore back. I stand there and I watch them argue. The kids start talking and I can hear them talking about being scared. Alex tries to assure them but kids look up to bigger kids. And right now they'll believe the two teenagers who think now was the damn time to fight.
"What would be the point they aren't safe anymore!" James yelled his face frowning and tossing his hands in the air like a grouchy baby.
    "They are safe with us James! We can protect them!" Nikki yelled back placing her hands on her hips. I crossed my arms on my chest and watched them.
"Nikki face it there is more of them than there is of us we can't protect them for very long! One of these days they will face a walker and then they'll have to either run, kill, or die!" He was right we all had to face that one way or the other. I had to. And they will one day too.
"They don't have to right now James ! They are scared they miss their moms and dads and they are tired and hungry! One day they will have to meet with that fate but not today!" She gets in her brothers face and continues.
"Today we live tomorrow will be decided one way or another we have to protect as many as we can and we are going to do that weather you like it or not!" She walks off and goes and helps a crying girl calm down. I looked at James who looked so sad and disappointed in himself. He's brave but damn that kid can be stupid.
"Nikki is right James. But so are you. The kids are our main problem we need to keep going yes but they are still young  and they are tired let them rest." I said to him pulling him in a hug.

The kids start to sleep when night time came around. They needed to sleep. I was tending the fire and watching the forest for anything that isn't suppose to be there. Alex came up to my side and kissed my head.
"Today was a long day how you feeling?" He asked. He looked so tired with his black raven hair messy from the sweat. I lean against him and he wraps his arms around me.
"I'm ok, just that well James was right they will have to face the monsters of this world one day cause one day they'll be on their own. I guess with that kind of thinking he's finally finding out that the world is as shit as it seems. Nikki on the other hand she's smart like really smart but she is so blind by the simplest things. She sees the greater good in the world and one day that will be the death of her." I said staring at the fire. The warm crackling of the wood being burned is a pleasant sound.
    "I miss her singing already." He laughs as he stares at the fire some more, I smirk, he was talking about Jazmine I miss her singing too. By now the war would be over but I will not dare take the kids back. Jazmine made sure everyone knew where their kids would be. But the thought of never seeing her again if she did die was hard to handle. Jazmine is my big sister I love her and she loves me we made it this far in life I'm sure we can make it the rest of the way.
I look at Alex and I start kissing him. He kisses back and rubs my thighs I moan and I get up and grab his hand and started running to a spot away from the camp where we won't disturb the kids. I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him down to my lips I was hungry for his taste. He pulls my legs up to his waist and pushes me against a tree I moan into the kiss and tangle my fingers into his beautiful hair.
I ratchet my back deepening the kiss. He pulls us away from the tree and then places us on the ground he quickly removes his shirt showing off his toned abs and arms pale and glowing against the moon light causing him to glow. I sit up and remove my shirt showing off my now bigger breast. He leans down and starts lightly kissing my stomach I let my breathing hitch as the sensation sent electric power move through me. He kisses his way up to my neck and I moan as he finds my sweet spots. I wrapped my arms around his neck and and whispered his name, he moans and tells me to say his name again, I obey and he takes my mouth and invades every inch of the moist cavern. I move my mouth with his and I wrap my legs around him he pulls away and starts to unbutton my shorts. He pulls them off and looks at me.
"What?" I asked him still breathing heavily.
"Your beautiful." Is all he said as he comes back to my mouth. I sit up and kiss his neck finding his sweet spot immediately. His moans driving me to insanity. I start to unbutton his pants and I kiss his abs he groans as he watches me. He pulls them down and lays me on my back. His eyes wonder on my body and he slowly inserts his large member in my womanhood. I arch my back and I moan is pure ecstasy that is running through my body like a waterfall. Alex starts to thrust slowly I moan as he speeds up his thrusting. He leans down and sucks on my neck where he abused my sweet spot as he thrusts into me. I can feel him digging deeper and deeper. My moans seem to speed up and slow down as he torments me with such pleasure coursing through me. He wraps his hands around my ass and squeezes it as he's thrusting. Oh imagin the pain I'm in but oh the glory of the pleasure that over powers it all.
Alex slaps my ass and I groan."you like that baby?" He ask me slapping my ass again.
"Y-yes!" I stutter as place my hands behind my head. "Say my name baby." He groans and I tease him by saying nothing he slaps my ass hard and I yelp.
"Say it."
"Oh Alex!" I yell as he drives into me with a evil smile.
"Louder." He demands and I I smile as he hits my g-spot. I moan loudly and scream his name he tilts his head back and speeds up hitting that same spot over and over. The sounds of slapping was the most beautiful noise in the world I was wet and craving for more than I should.
Alex sees a small stump above my head and takes his shoe laces and ties my hands to it. Oh how I am loving this side of him. He pulls himself out and leans down and licks the juices. His rough toung messaging my woman hood sending chills down my spine.
"You taste good. I need more. " he exclaims I blush as he pushes his tounge in my woman hood and taking it out only to place it back in and swirl around.i buckle my legs but he moves my legs apart father to get in deeper. I whimper as the a knot forms in my stomach.
"Alex I'm about to cum." He speeds his toung faster and I can barely hold it in anymore. He pokes a finger in and wiggles it around I squirm and I moan my body burning with this amazing fire. I couldn't do it anymore I let my juices flow out of me. He finishes licking the last of my juices and we get dress. He picks me up and carries me back to the fire and we went to sleep while Nikki and James stood guard for a few hours. I close my eyes knowing that my husband made my life or what could be the last night of my life the best one I've ever had. What more can I ask from him?

Jazmine pov:

When life brings you lemons they tell you to make lemonade.
When the war has stopped they tell you that you lived.
When the world goes to hell they tell you that you are welcome.
I sing these words as Zeus walks on the highway. I've been on my own for almost five hours now and I can only think what my kids would think if they knew that I was leaving them. They wouldn't understand none of my group will understand. I bring out my map from my pocket and looked at it. I was heading back to the place where I lost everything. I was going back to the Maine mall. I have to visit Cameron's grave. Maybe I'll find survivors. I get off Zeus and I hold him still. I followed the red marker that I used to mark which way to go. I run my fingers through my hair and then I stop and look at Zeus.
"I need another hair cut huh boy?" He just huffed and I went to the saddle bag and got an apple and fed it to him. He happily took it and nudged my head. I smiled and rubbed his neck. I got back to walking I thought Zeus deserved some rest and I was in the mood for a walk. By now I think my group will be telling people to burn the bodies and bury the people. But right now my job is to get to the mall in two months. I want to get there before my birthday. After hours of thinking to myself I continue singing.

When I'm weak and down in hell
I yell to the skies and say this is swell!
I want to be in the heavens to see my love
To fly and be above but they world is so cruel.
When life gives you lemons they tell you to make lemonade.
When life pushes you down I'll tell you to get the hell back up.
Cause when life is gone I'll be number one.

After the sun has set I find a house with a garage and I place Zeus in it closing it behind me. I opened the door and I looked around. I found medical supplies in the closet in the bathroom and I found new clothes that must've belonged to a teenager cause they were black and nothing was in color. I changed my shirts do put on a black one. I put my jacket back on and I find a bed to sleep in. It wasn't anything fancy but it will do. I went outside and filled a bag full of grass and leaves for Zeus I went back and dumped the green goods for him and filled a big bucket with cool water from a lake nearby.
Once I was done I went and gave myself a small meal I ate an apple and then I drank some water. It was a quiet night I don't even know where I am but I know I'll be fine. I lay down on the teenagers bed and I close my eyes normally I'd take my glasses off but I was now able to see clearly after six years. To think I used to have a routine now? Well right now I got a horse and a mission to get to the Maine mall in Portland to see Cameron's grave. I drift off to sleep with no dreams and yet no nightmares who needs them when we are living one?

(Next morning)

I wake up not knowing if I just died last night or if I survived? I got up from the bed and I went to check on Zeus he was eating his grass and leaves and just relaxing. I go outside and I go and collect some acorns to roast. With success I go back to the house. Cooking the acorns was rather easy but still a pain in the ass it'll be enough protein for a while but soon I'll need actual meat. Not that I can't go without but sometimes you just got to eat. I packed the acorns and placed them in my bag and I go outside and dug around the dirt to find worms. I know what you must be thinking but really it's not as bad as it sounds they are actually really tasty ( I wouldn't know but hey why not?) I figured I'd gather up supplies then head out and start riding all day and night to make up time. I figured why not? What else I got to do now that I'm alone sort of.

[thank you so much for reading this this was a requested chapter by tabby herself and I hope she liked it cause it was the most awkwardly thing I have ever wrote lol so yeah please continue reading it will be nice.]