My First Everything

i was her quiet little psycho but while she being my psychotic charm

Just when I thought I had her, I really didn't.
Just when she thought she had me? Lies, think again.
She did nothing but use her beauty to try to manipulate me.
In world of hypocrites, judgemental people, that's something a little girl would do.
Why try to fool me, when you just played yourself?
Allowing my emotions to override my better judgement sickened me not only mentally but physically.
Taking it very slow and gentle but still taking a leap of faith is the hardest thing to accomplish.
Having God ahead of your life , makes the patience all well worth it.